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Title: Last night (Sean and Billy’s POV))
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: SA/BB

Summary: Sean and Billy don’t remember

Feedback: Yes please J
Disclaimer: All lies as far as I know
Author's note: Has major writer’s block for this. I still kinda do. So bear with me, this is my first time writing anything like this.

Sean’s POV

My first instinct when I opened my eyes in the morning is to look at the woman next to me. The woman I had married 12 years ago. I was to smile and say “Good morning hon” and lightly kiss her nose. But that morning I opened my eyes and smile and realized the woman was not beside me, instead I found myself face-to-face with one of my closest friends. I feel a hand on my waist

“What are you doing here” I ask. ‘Were is my wife?’ I want to ask

“Huh? I don’t know” Comes the accent responce that filled my ears

I looke around. I’m in the wrong room, hell the wrong house. This room is somehow different. This bed is facing the other direction and your suitcase is on the floor. Mine is always on the dresser.

I get up and you clear your throat and point at my waist.

I look down and have to grab the bedpost to steady myself. I am naked. No clothes to cover me

“Ok what the hell happened last night!!” I cry out pulling the sheet over my exposed genitals.

“You mean you don’t remember” You asked frowning

“If I remembered would I be asking?” I asked feeling my stomach tie in a knot

I only remembered going out with Elijah, Dom. Orlando and Billy. Drinking, lights and dancing with someone. The face was blurry I immediately assume it you.

“Well um…last night you…me…us…we kind of did something that should not have been done” You say your eyes down and your hands playing with the blanket

“We were both really drunk and…I guess it’s better if you don’t remember” You mumble something else that I barely understand, but I hear it none the less.

I gasp out loud and for the first time that morning your eyes lock with mine. I pull away and grab my clothes lying on the floor in front of me.

“I have to get out of here” I whisper and run out the door

“Sean wait!” I hear you call but I am already running down the stairs and out the door, it’s poring but I don’t care

I know were I am I have been here plenty of times before. This street is very familiar I know were I have to go to get away

Billy’s POV

I hear the door slam shut and I run to the window. I see you running down the street full speed. A car honks but you don’t stop. The rain is pouring down and the streets look like a lake as black as my heart. I decided that this has gone far enough

I pick up the phone and dial his number

“Hello” It’s him, Dominic

“Dom?” I ask

“Billy? Elijah! It’s Billy” I hear Elijah pick up the other phone somewhere else in the house

“So…how did it go?” Dominic asks me laughing

“Not good! He ran out the door befor I could tell him that it was a joke and that nothing happened. I don’t want to do this to him anymore Dom! I have to go find him and tell him everything”

“What happened?” Elijah asks he was zoning out again I’ll bet

“God! I just told you! He woke up , saw me in bed with him. And then freaked out and ran out the door befor I could say anything” I said. I secretly know were you are going to go. Not home not yet anyway. You have to decide how to tell her about what happened

“Well do what you have to do man…just remember that-“

“Yeah yeah! Whatever. I’ll talk to you later” I hang up the phone, I get dressed and I get into the car and drive to see you again.

The events of last night are blurry in my mind as well. I know that kissing was involved. But I also know that everything that happened this morning were not real just a joke that we decided would be fun. But the 2 of us naked never happened…did it?

Sean’s POV

This is the only place I can go to really be alone. No one really knows about this place. I sit on the edge of the cliff, my legs dangling over the egde, looking at the ring on my finger. The one ring that symbolizes the life that I have or had before all this happened. So many questions run into my mind

‘Did we really do anything? The answer to myself is ‘No”

‘But why were we naked?’

I just can’t think right now! So many emotions are going everywhere in my head at once

Behind me I hear a car pull up I know it’s you.

“Sean!” I hear your voice; I don’t want to hear it

“Billy just go away!” I say getting up and facing you, you stop in your tracks and stare at me.

“I have to tell you something” You start

“I don’t want to hear it” I say and push my way past you, but you grab my arm and pull me towards you. So close that I can feel your breath on my cheek. I find myself wanting to touch that cheek, to have it against mine.

“Nothing happened!” You say

Those 2 word. ‘Nothing Happened’ are like water to a thirsty hitchhiker that has lost his way in the middle of nowhere

Billy POV

“Nothing happened! I cry out. “It was a stupid joke that Dom and Elijah wanted to play! I don’t know why I agreed to do this stupid thing to you Sean! I am so sorry about this!” I hug you and pull away

I see your face start to get red and for a moment I am afraid you are going to hit me. But instead you smile

“You don’t remember anything either do you? I mean…nothing. You agreed before we even went to the club that you were going to do this didn’t you?” In some way I am not surprised that you figured that out, you usually do find the answers to everything.

“No…nothing. Just dancing and I know that we um…kissed”

“I know that too. That is the only thing I remember about last night”

It’s then that I notice that you are in front of me looking amazing. Your hair is flying around your face and I can see through your wet clothes. It is then that I realize that…I am in love with you, the one person that I can not fall for. With children and a wife at home. It would not work!

I am suprised when I fell your hands rub against my cheeks and chin. I look at you and you lean toward me and your lips meet mine. I gasp and kiss you back, it’s still raining but I don’t feel anything except for your touch on my back, and that is all I need right now.

Sean’s POV

I feel you kiss back and I suddenly realize that I have fallen in love with you. I know that it can never work out but I feel myself willing to lose myself in you for a while. I have fallen in love with you.

As the kiss depends I feel my love do the same. I know now that everything is going to be ok, and I have a sneaky suspicion that Dominic Monaghan and Elijah Wood both knew what they were doing last night, even if we didn’t.

End