Title: Love and Hate
Author: marius2045
Rating: Love is PG and Hate is certainly NC17
Pairing: Dave and Karl
Summary: Actually it’s just a quick drabble, built by hormones and PMS, aarrgh…
Feedback: I am not so sure… but since I am new here it would be mostly appreciated.
Disclaimer: Love is really sappy and Hate includes a character death. Be warned.

Love

Go away. Please, leave me alone.

I hate that noise, the annoying ringing of the phone. I hate the person on the other side who will not give up. Go away. Please. I just need some quiet and some peace. Just for today, please?

But the ringing does not stop and finally I give up.

“Hello?” Grumpy, really grumpy and I am sorry…

“Hi.” Shy. Worried. Close to tears.

I groan inwardly, feeling even more ashamed about my bad mood. It’s not his fault. I love him, does he knows that?

“I just wanted to tell you one thing Dave.” His voice is barely a whisper.

Tears run down my face before I can stop them I know what he wants to tell me. I knew already yesterday when he caressed me like that, without saying a word.

“I love you Dave!”

A small sob escapes me. I look at the phone, hear the little click and hang up. What have I done to deserve such love?

For a moment I stand there. Numb, completely lost, feeling blue. I take a deep breath. I smell flowers and the summer outside. I smell him and I simply know what to do…

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Hate

I smile. Emptiness is in my heart. Poison is in my voice, spilling over with every whispered word.

“I loved you Karl. Once, in another life.”

He looks at me. Frightened. Scared to death. He pulls at the chains around his wrist but with no use. They will hold.

He screams and yells at me, burning the dreams I had with every word. There is no blood running through my veins anymore. Only hate. And pain.

“Time to shut your cute mouth, lover boy.”

I grab his chin and push his mouth close. He whimpers. Aaah, such a sweet sound.

I can’t stop myself and kiss his lips one last time. I have to before I take the superglue and close them forever.

Tears and heavy panting are aimed in my direction. I smile again.

I will burn it all down. Everything.

He’s screaming now but it will fade a way. I will watch it fade away while all of these lies and all of this hate is burning down.

My hand opens. I don’t really feel it but I see the torch drop on Karl. And I see the flames.

Everything burns and I simply watch it all fade away.

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Love

Hate