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But I'm Not Gay! (3/?)
Title: But I'm Not Gay! (3/?)
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bluelillie Lillie.
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: OB/EW
Disclaimer: Nothing is true!
Warning: None
Beta:hobbit_eluned
Summary: Orlando is having dreams. Elijah is having problems. Put them both in one place, read and find out what happens!
Feedback: Yes, Please.
First chapter
Second Chapter
The next morning Orlando woke up with a headache, after thinking about what Elijah asked him to do last night he had trouble sleeping. He didn’t want to tell anyone about what he done to Elijah; he just wanted to talk to him. Try to convince him that they will be ok, that it is just a phase and he’d get over it. “Who am I kidding,” he said out loud, “if I could only stop these freaking dreams.”
Orlando didn’t tell Elijah everything that happened that one night; the night it all started. What actually happened was, Orlando woke up and saw Elijah asleep on his chest and he smiled as he looked at his friend’s angelic face. Without noticing Orlando started to caress Elijah’s soft hair and his smooth face, careful not to wake him. The thing was, he didn’t expect Elijah to respond to it. Elijah started to sigh lightly and lean into Orlando’s touch, moving closer to Orlando’s warmth. Orlando felt Elijah’s breath on his neck, which strangely aroused him. Staring intimately at Elijah’s slightly parted lips was a mistake because since then Orlando couldn’t look at his young friend the same way again. Thinking that Elijah could see that something was wrong with him, Orlando started not hanging out with the group.
Suddenly Orlando remembered what Elijah said if he didn’t speak to someone about what happened between them, he would leave. But isn’t that what Orlando wanted? He didn’t want him to stay in the first place. ‘What will the others think if he leaves after just 2 nights?’ he thought to himself.
Orlando picked his phone and dialed Dominic’s mobile but it was switched off. “Damn who else can I talk to?” He said as he switched off the phone. “Who? Who?” He kept thinking. “Oh… Frankie!!” He remembered his friend of 7 years. Frank was Orlando’s bisexual friend and he met the Fellowship once or twice when they were first formed. “I think if I made up a story I could fool him. And he won’t know that I am talking about Lijah and I,” Orlando said while looking at the phone in his hands.
After 15 minutes of talking to Frank, Orlando was sitting on his bed staring at the space between his feet. Well, Orlando wasn’t able to fool frank. As soon as he finished the story he made up between two of his friends having a problem Frank spoke.
“Oh, Orli, I knew that the two of you will end up together. Elijah is so perfect for ya!” Orlando’s mouth dropped at what his friend said.
“ I – it’s not us… It’s, um..”
“Oh! Don’t tell me you fucked the little kid already?”
“No!! Frankie I told you he is so upset! I mean I…” Orlando realized that the cover up story wasn’t going to work anymore so he gave in. “Frank it’s not as easy as you may think. He hates me and I don’t want to upset him even more, you know? He was the one who asked me to talk to some one about it. That’s why I am talking to you. I can’t get around my feelings; you know when it started…”
“Oh, come on. Don’t tell me that shit about that night. I don’t think it started there. You two were inseparable when I met the boys. It started ages ago.”
Frank was right.
They were always up for a joke or a bet or just fooling around on the set. Best friends. Not anymore. Now Elijah hates him. He doesn’t even want to talk to Orlando anymore.
“Listen, I will be there in 15 minutes, okay? I’ll talk to him,” Frank said.
“Oh, no, Frank, he’s too upset. You don’t want to even be with him in the same room. He doesn’t understand that it’s just a phase and sooner or later I will get over it,” Orlando replied.
“Phase my ass! Why are you trying to put yourself down? You’ve done nothing wrong.”
“I haven’t?”
“No, Orli it’s what you want and need, and you want little Lij don’t you?”
“I do?”
“Orli, man, are you out of your mind? You want to fuck Elijah. Exactly as in your dreams.” Frank was so annoyed at Orlando; it was as clear as the sun what Orlando wanted.
Orlando frowned, “Listen Frank. Just behave okay?”
“Of course I will. I like little Lij too. Don’t worry.”
Five minutes later Orlando figured he should wake Elijah up before Frank storms into the house. So he walked to Elijah’s bedroom and knocked on the door carefully and slowly. “Lij, it’s me Orlando.” Orlando listened to himself ‘What a dumb thing to say, who else would it be Santa Clause?’ he thought. But there were no reply. Orlando grew worried so he opened the door slowly.
“Lij? Elijah are you there?” No response.
“Shit!” He said as he hearing some noise from downstairs, “He’s leaving!” Orlando ran down the stairs and yelled, “ELIJAH! Where are you?”
“Calm down man, I am in the kitchen.” He heard Elijah’s soft voice so he walked to the kitchen hurriedly.
“Hey,” he said softly, as he saw Elijah having cereal as his breakfast. Elijah just nodded his head as a response. Orlando sat on stool a bit far from Elijah.
“Did you talk to some one?” Elijah asked.
“Yeah, I did. Just now actually. He will be here soon.”
“Your shrink lives close?”
“Shrink?” Orlando’s eyes widened.
“Yeah. Who did you call then?”
“Frank…”
“What!” Elijah choked on his drink. “Frank as in Frankie, your gay friend?”
“Bisexual.”
“Same thing, Orli. Why the hell did you call him?” Elijah asked, frustrated.
“Well, Dom’s phone was off..”
“Dom, why Dom?”
“He knows about the dreams.” Orlando replied
“I don’t believe that Dom knows, and that he was the one that brought me here,” Elijah said.
“Lij, it’s not like I’m gonna force you on something you don’t want.”
“Yeah right. When you are able to control your action. When you are awake, Orli, not fucking asleep.”
Suddenly the doorbell rang and Orlando looked at Elijah pleading with his eyes. “He just wants to talk. Okay? Nothing more nothing less,” Orlando said.
“Sure, you are giving me the expression that he’s here to help you seduce me.” Elijah said as he took a mouthful of his food.
Orlando went and opened the door for his friend. “Orli… You look handsomer every fucking day, so how are you my gay friend?” Frank asked as he hugged the life out of him.
“Frank! I am not gay, all right. So shut up.”
“Sure. Um, so where is lovely Elijah?” Frank asked as he walked into the house. Orlando shut the door and followed.
“Hey, Frank,” Elijah said as he entered the living room.
“Hello, Elijah! Long time, no see,” Frank said as he shook Elijah’s hand.
Suddenly looking at Elijah, Frank noticed the love bite. “What’s this?” he asked as he held Elijah’s neck in his hands. When he noticed that Elijah was blushing he said “Oooh, uh-huh. That’s interesting.” He turned to look at Orlando. “I thought you said you didn’t fuck him,” Frank whispered.
“I didn’t fuck him,” Orlando yelled then whispered the last two words.
They stood for a while in silence then Frank spoke, “Um, Orlando, can I talk to you for a second? Alone?” he asked, starting toward the kitchen. “We’ll be right back,” he added looking at Elijah. Nodding, Elijah sat on the sofa in the living room.
When Orlando and Frank where in the kitchen, Frank whispered, “Oh shit, Orlando, that’s a huge bite! Did you get him drunk?”
“No, man. I was asleep, dreaming, and I guess I was talking. Can you believe that? He was listening to everything I was saying. And what makes it even worse is that he told me what I was doing. I feel really ashamed Frankie, what should I do?” Orlando asked leaning on the fridge. Frank sat on a stool opposite Orlando.
“Look, you won’t feel this way if there is no attraction from the other side,” said Frank.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, I am saying that. Maybe, just maybe, Lij without noticing made you feel more then just friendship towards him, yeah? You two have this closeness between you that I never seen before in anybody.” Orlando listened carefully to what Frank was saying. “So it’s not your mistake, it’s not entirely your fault. Okay?” Orlando just nodded. “I’ll go talk to him now,” Frank said smiling a bit.
“Um, Frank, wait a sec. What are you going to talk to him about?” Orlando asked.
“Exactly what I told you on the phone and just now,” Frank winked and left the kitchen before Orlando could protest.
“I think I’ll just have my breakfast then,” Orlando said mostly to himself. He didn’t want to hear what Elijah’s had to say, or see his reaction.
Elijah was sat on the sofa reading a magazine when Frank came to him. “I’m back,” he said, sitting next to Elijah.
“Hey,” Elijah said quietly, not looking up from his magazine.
“Tell me, what’s bothering you Elijah?” Frank asked as he turned himself, facing Elijah, and pulled the magazine down.
“Didn’t Orlando speak to you about it?”
“He did, but I just wasn’t sure if he was telling the truth. You know everything,” Frank answered.
“I don’t know what you want me to say,” Elijah said as he looked away.
“Come on, Lijah, it seems to me that you actually enjoyed what Orlando has done to you.”
“WHAT! Are you insane Frank?”
“Ok, ok,” sighed Frank. “You don’t know how lucky you are, Lij. I’d kill for just a touch from Orli’s rough hands the way he touched you.”
“Well you are gay,” Elijah muttered under his breath.
“What?”
“Nothing, mate” Elijah said, “So what now?” he asked.
“Well, you tell me. What do you want to happen?”
“I want the old Orli back, I want us be normal. It’s awkward all the time now. I hate it,” Elijah said as he unconsciously traced the love bite softly with his fingers.
“Tell me one thing, Lij. Didn’t you enjoy it one bit?” Frank asked as he casually laid a hand on Elijah’s lap. Elijah swallowed then turned his head and looked straight into Frank’s eyes.
“What do you mean?” Elijah said as he tried to shift a bit.
“I’ll tell you what I mean, little boy. Orlando needs you. He needs you more then you imagine.”
“He needs me? How can I help him?” asked Elijah.
“Oh, you can do a lot!” Frank said as he squeezed Elijah’s thigh and moved a bit higher.
“What am I suppose to do?” Elijah was a bit nervous because of where Franks hand was heading.
“Hmm, maybe let him fuck you?”
“You’re kidding right?”
“No, why would I be kidding?” Frank answered, his eyes drifting to where his hand was. “You will be a good boy and let him, won’t you Lijah?” Frank said as he licked his lips, his eyes were now looking between Elijah’s thighs.
“H - how do you know he wants t - that? D - did he tell you? ‘Cause I tho- I thought he just wanted to kiss me.”
“Oh no, not just a kiss. Why are you nervous, Lijah? Does my hand bother you?” Frank moved his hand again; he said that as he looked at Elijah. “Orli never touched you there did he?” He asked, suddenly making Elijah feel very uncomfortable. “Are you going to give him what he wants, Lijah? Are you gonna let him touch you everywhere, make you moan his name? Are you gonna be a good boy and let him fuck you the way he wants?” Elijah was so distracted he didn’t know what to say.
“Where is Orli?” Elijah murmured.
“I bet it’s growing hard just of you thinking what I would do to you.” Frank grinned. As soon as he lifted his hand wanting to move it on Elijah’s groin, Elijah yelled.
“NO!” Elijah shrieked and jumped off of the sofa.
Orlando came running from the kitchen in a blink. “What’s going on?” he asked, confused when he saw Elijah scared. Frank stood up making Elijah walk away from him and stood behind Orlando. “Well?” He asked again looking at Frank.
“It’s nothing Orli, I was just teasing him. He got a bit uptight.”
“Lair,” Elijah said as he peered his eyes over Orlando’s shoulder.
Orlando could feel that Elijah was tugging on the back of his shirt. Like little kids when they hold onto their mother’s skirts.
“Oh come on, Lijah. I didn’t do anything. I was just teasing you. If I wanted to do anything I would have done it the second I sat next to you,” Frank answered. “Well I should leave now. Orlando, can I have a minute before I go?” He asked as he walked to the front door. Orlando followed him and slowed down when he saw his friend standing just outside the door.
“What happened in there?” he asked.
“I told you, nothing. I was just making him think. Anyway, I wanted to tell you. Um, use lubricant and protection when you fuck him.”
“Frank! Are you insane? He could hear you,” Orlando said surprised at the boldness of his friend.
“You don’t want to hurt him do you?”
“Um, so what did he say? Is he okay with what’s going on?” Orlando asked.
“That’s for you to find out. I talked to him but he isn’t the easy kind. Be your self Orli, gentle and caring. He hates aggressiveness.”
“You are trying to tell me to go for it and do something and see what his reaction would be?” Orlando asked.
Frank just winked at Orlando then walked to his car. “Good luck!” he yelled over the engine of his car and drove away.
Orlando walked back to the living room; Elijah was still standing on his spot, so Orlando took a seat on the sofa.
“Tell me, what just happened?” Orlando asked.
“Nothing,” whispered Elijah.
“What did he do to Elijah, tell me.” Orlando pressed, but Elijah just stood there, shoes suddenly looking interesting.
“Lij, come here,” Orlando said patting on the sofa. Elijah hesitated, but then went and sat next to Orlando; after all it’s only his best friend.
“Lij, please tell me what did he tell you? What made you scream like that, you scared me,” Orlando said quietly looking at the younger man. Elijah was still not looking back. Orlando sighed. “Did he try something on you? Huh? Is that what scared you?” Elijah suddenly looked at Orlando.
“I never liked your friend, Orli, he is so devious. So tricky…”
“Where? Tell me where?” Orlando said as he urged Elijah to speak by squeezing his lap. Elijah’s face went pink. Making Orlando look at where his hand was.
“No,” Orlando’s eyes widened. “He can't, he won’t. Did he? Elijah, talk to me, why are you not talking?”
Elijah was confused. When Orlando laid his hand on his thigh he wasn’t scared, he didn’t want to run off like he did when Frank was the one putting his hand on his thigh.
“I’m tired, I need to go to bed,” Elijah said wanting to stand.
“We just woke up, Lij, sit back,” Orlando said as he pulled him back down.
“Let me go Orlando, I need to be alone right now.”
“Why, to figure out what are you feeling toward me right now?” asked Orlando casually.
“I don’t feel anything other then friendship, Orlando,” Elijah said as he looked away.
“Then kiss me,” Orlando said.
“What?”
“You said you don’t feel anything else, let me try and we’ll see if you will respond to the kiss.”
“Are you trying to seduce me?”
“Are you seducible?” Orlando asked grinning
“Listen, Orlando, I don’t kiss my friends.”
“Oh, so if I wasn’t your friend you would kiss me?”
“I didn’t say that,” Elijah replied.
“Well, what did you say, Lij? Huh?” Orlando said as he moved and straddled Elijah.
“What are you doing?”
“Seducing you. Come on, close you eyes,” Orlando whispered.
“No Orlando, get off of me.” He pushed Orlando slightly by the chest. Orlando took both Elijah’s hands and put them behind him, pushing Elijah more into the sofa, making him unable to move his arms.
“Stop! Orlando my arms hurt!” He said trying to free his hands.
“Stay still and they won’t hurt.” Orlando noticed that Elijah’s breathing was increasing and he looked more flushed then earlier. ‘Did he actually want it earlier, but tried to deny it. That’s impossible.’ Orlando thought.
“It won’t take long Lij, just few minutes.” Orlando got hold of Elijah’s chin and leaned forward still staring at Elijah’s open eyes for a while until he was suddenly disrupted.
“Ahhhh! How sweet, it didn’t take you long did it!” Frank’s voice broke up the silence. “I am glad I bought the…”
“FRANK WHAT FUCK ARE YOU DOING BACK HERE?!” Orlando yelled jumping off of Elijah. Elijah took the opportunity and ran upstairs.
Walking more into the living room Frank spoke, “I told you to be gentle with him, Orli. He looked really scared.”
“Shut up, how did you get in?”
“Someone was busy and forgot to lock the door,” Frank teased.
“Why are you back anyway?”
“I wanted to give you this, I am sure you will need it. Open it when I leave ok. Ciao,” Frank said, leaving Orlando standing alone in the living room.
Orlando walked upstairs where Elijah’s bedroom was and he thanked God for not having door locks for any rooms in the house except the front and back doors, his study room, and of course the bathrooms.
“Lij, can I come in please?” Orlando asked standing in front of Elijah’s bedroom door. There was no answer so Orlando decided to walk in. He did so and saw Elijah under the bed covers sniffing quietly to himself.
“I’m sorry Lijah didn’t mean to upset you,” Orlando said putting a hand on what he guessed Elijah’s shoulder. He felt Elijah stiffen at his touch so he pulled away immediately.
“Elijah?” Orlando said hopelessly wanting the younger one to say anything, anything at all, even yell at him if that’s what Elijah wanted to do. “Talk to me please, say anything. You can hit me if it makes you feel better. Just don’t shut me out…”
“Later Orlando, I’ll talk to you later,” Elijah said, his voice muffled with the covers and still sniffing. Orlando nodded even though he knew Elijah couldn’t see him.
“Sure, I’ll be in my room,” he said before leaving Elijah bedroom, closing the door carefully.
TBC
Lillie
Author:
bluelillie Lillie.Rating: NC-17
Pairing: OB/EW
Disclaimer: Nothing is true!
Warning: None
Beta:
hobbit_elunedSummary: Orlando is having dreams. Elijah is having problems. Put them both in one place, read and find out what happens!
Feedback: Yes, Please.
First chapter
Second Chapter
The next morning Orlando woke up with a headache, after thinking about what Elijah asked him to do last night he had trouble sleeping. He didn’t want to tell anyone about what he done to Elijah; he just wanted to talk to him. Try to convince him that they will be ok, that it is just a phase and he’d get over it. “Who am I kidding,” he said out loud, “if I could only stop these freaking dreams.”
Orlando didn’t tell Elijah everything that happened that one night; the night it all started. What actually happened was, Orlando woke up and saw Elijah asleep on his chest and he smiled as he looked at his friend’s angelic face. Without noticing Orlando started to caress Elijah’s soft hair and his smooth face, careful not to wake him. The thing was, he didn’t expect Elijah to respond to it. Elijah started to sigh lightly and lean into Orlando’s touch, moving closer to Orlando’s warmth. Orlando felt Elijah’s breath on his neck, which strangely aroused him. Staring intimately at Elijah’s slightly parted lips was a mistake because since then Orlando couldn’t look at his young friend the same way again. Thinking that Elijah could see that something was wrong with him, Orlando started not hanging out with the group.
Suddenly Orlando remembered what Elijah said if he didn’t speak to someone about what happened between them, he would leave. But isn’t that what Orlando wanted? He didn’t want him to stay in the first place. ‘What will the others think if he leaves after just 2 nights?’ he thought to himself.
Orlando picked his phone and dialed Dominic’s mobile but it was switched off. “Damn who else can I talk to?” He said as he switched off the phone. “Who? Who?” He kept thinking. “Oh… Frankie!!” He remembered his friend of 7 years. Frank was Orlando’s bisexual friend and he met the Fellowship once or twice when they were first formed. “I think if I made up a story I could fool him. And he won’t know that I am talking about Lijah and I,” Orlando said while looking at the phone in his hands.
After 15 minutes of talking to Frank, Orlando was sitting on his bed staring at the space between his feet. Well, Orlando wasn’t able to fool frank. As soon as he finished the story he made up between two of his friends having a problem Frank spoke.
“Oh, Orli, I knew that the two of you will end up together. Elijah is so perfect for ya!” Orlando’s mouth dropped at what his friend said.
“ I – it’s not us… It’s, um..”
“Oh! Don’t tell me you fucked the little kid already?”
“No!! Frankie I told you he is so upset! I mean I…” Orlando realized that the cover up story wasn’t going to work anymore so he gave in. “Frank it’s not as easy as you may think. He hates me and I don’t want to upset him even more, you know? He was the one who asked me to talk to some one about it. That’s why I am talking to you. I can’t get around my feelings; you know when it started…”
“Oh, come on. Don’t tell me that shit about that night. I don’t think it started there. You two were inseparable when I met the boys. It started ages ago.”
Frank was right.
They were always up for a joke or a bet or just fooling around on the set. Best friends. Not anymore. Now Elijah hates him. He doesn’t even want to talk to Orlando anymore.
“Listen, I will be there in 15 minutes, okay? I’ll talk to him,” Frank said.
“Oh, no, Frank, he’s too upset. You don’t want to even be with him in the same room. He doesn’t understand that it’s just a phase and sooner or later I will get over it,” Orlando replied.
“Phase my ass! Why are you trying to put yourself down? You’ve done nothing wrong.”
“I haven’t?”
“No, Orli it’s what you want and need, and you want little Lij don’t you?”
“I do?”
“Orli, man, are you out of your mind? You want to fuck Elijah. Exactly as in your dreams.” Frank was so annoyed at Orlando; it was as clear as the sun what Orlando wanted.
Orlando frowned, “Listen Frank. Just behave okay?”
“Of course I will. I like little Lij too. Don’t worry.”
Five minutes later Orlando figured he should wake Elijah up before Frank storms into the house. So he walked to Elijah’s bedroom and knocked on the door carefully and slowly. “Lij, it’s me Orlando.” Orlando listened to himself ‘What a dumb thing to say, who else would it be Santa Clause?’ he thought. But there were no reply. Orlando grew worried so he opened the door slowly.
“Lij? Elijah are you there?” No response.
“Shit!” He said as he hearing some noise from downstairs, “He’s leaving!” Orlando ran down the stairs and yelled, “ELIJAH! Where are you?”
“Calm down man, I am in the kitchen.” He heard Elijah’s soft voice so he walked to the kitchen hurriedly.
“Hey,” he said softly, as he saw Elijah having cereal as his breakfast. Elijah just nodded his head as a response. Orlando sat on stool a bit far from Elijah.
“Did you talk to some one?” Elijah asked.
“Yeah, I did. Just now actually. He will be here soon.”
“Your shrink lives close?”
“Shrink?” Orlando’s eyes widened.
“Yeah. Who did you call then?”
“Frank…”
“What!” Elijah choked on his drink. “Frank as in Frankie, your gay friend?”
“Bisexual.”
“Same thing, Orli. Why the hell did you call him?” Elijah asked, frustrated.
“Well, Dom’s phone was off..”
“Dom, why Dom?”
“He knows about the dreams.” Orlando replied
“I don’t believe that Dom knows, and that he was the one that brought me here,” Elijah said.
“Lij, it’s not like I’m gonna force you on something you don’t want.”
“Yeah right. When you are able to control your action. When you are awake, Orli, not fucking asleep.”
Suddenly the doorbell rang and Orlando looked at Elijah pleading with his eyes. “He just wants to talk. Okay? Nothing more nothing less,” Orlando said.
“Sure, you are giving me the expression that he’s here to help you seduce me.” Elijah said as he took a mouthful of his food.
Orlando went and opened the door for his friend. “Orli… You look handsomer every fucking day, so how are you my gay friend?” Frank asked as he hugged the life out of him.
“Frank! I am not gay, all right. So shut up.”
“Sure. Um, so where is lovely Elijah?” Frank asked as he walked into the house. Orlando shut the door and followed.
“Hey, Frank,” Elijah said as he entered the living room.
“Hello, Elijah! Long time, no see,” Frank said as he shook Elijah’s hand.
Suddenly looking at Elijah, Frank noticed the love bite. “What’s this?” he asked as he held Elijah’s neck in his hands. When he noticed that Elijah was blushing he said “Oooh, uh-huh. That’s interesting.” He turned to look at Orlando. “I thought you said you didn’t fuck him,” Frank whispered.
“I didn’t fuck him,” Orlando yelled then whispered the last two words.
They stood for a while in silence then Frank spoke, “Um, Orlando, can I talk to you for a second? Alone?” he asked, starting toward the kitchen. “We’ll be right back,” he added looking at Elijah. Nodding, Elijah sat on the sofa in the living room.
When Orlando and Frank where in the kitchen, Frank whispered, “Oh shit, Orlando, that’s a huge bite! Did you get him drunk?”
“No, man. I was asleep, dreaming, and I guess I was talking. Can you believe that? He was listening to everything I was saying. And what makes it even worse is that he told me what I was doing. I feel really ashamed Frankie, what should I do?” Orlando asked leaning on the fridge. Frank sat on a stool opposite Orlando.
“Look, you won’t feel this way if there is no attraction from the other side,” said Frank.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, I am saying that. Maybe, just maybe, Lij without noticing made you feel more then just friendship towards him, yeah? You two have this closeness between you that I never seen before in anybody.” Orlando listened carefully to what Frank was saying. “So it’s not your mistake, it’s not entirely your fault. Okay?” Orlando just nodded. “I’ll go talk to him now,” Frank said smiling a bit.
“Um, Frank, wait a sec. What are you going to talk to him about?” Orlando asked.
“Exactly what I told you on the phone and just now,” Frank winked and left the kitchen before Orlando could protest.
“I think I’ll just have my breakfast then,” Orlando said mostly to himself. He didn’t want to hear what Elijah’s had to say, or see his reaction.
Elijah was sat on the sofa reading a magazine when Frank came to him. “I’m back,” he said, sitting next to Elijah.
“Hey,” Elijah said quietly, not looking up from his magazine.
“Tell me, what’s bothering you Elijah?” Frank asked as he turned himself, facing Elijah, and pulled the magazine down.
“Didn’t Orlando speak to you about it?”
“He did, but I just wasn’t sure if he was telling the truth. You know everything,” Frank answered.
“I don’t know what you want me to say,” Elijah said as he looked away.
“Come on, Lijah, it seems to me that you actually enjoyed what Orlando has done to you.”
“WHAT! Are you insane Frank?”
“Ok, ok,” sighed Frank. “You don’t know how lucky you are, Lij. I’d kill for just a touch from Orli’s rough hands the way he touched you.”
“Well you are gay,” Elijah muttered under his breath.
“What?”
“Nothing, mate” Elijah said, “So what now?” he asked.
“Well, you tell me. What do you want to happen?”
“I want the old Orli back, I want us be normal. It’s awkward all the time now. I hate it,” Elijah said as he unconsciously traced the love bite softly with his fingers.
“Tell me one thing, Lij. Didn’t you enjoy it one bit?” Frank asked as he casually laid a hand on Elijah’s lap. Elijah swallowed then turned his head and looked straight into Frank’s eyes.
“What do you mean?” Elijah said as he tried to shift a bit.
“I’ll tell you what I mean, little boy. Orlando needs you. He needs you more then you imagine.”
“He needs me? How can I help him?” asked Elijah.
“Oh, you can do a lot!” Frank said as he squeezed Elijah’s thigh and moved a bit higher.
“What am I suppose to do?” Elijah was a bit nervous because of where Franks hand was heading.
“Hmm, maybe let him fuck you?”
“You’re kidding right?”
“No, why would I be kidding?” Frank answered, his eyes drifting to where his hand was. “You will be a good boy and let him, won’t you Lijah?” Frank said as he licked his lips, his eyes were now looking between Elijah’s thighs.
“H - how do you know he wants t - that? D - did he tell you? ‘Cause I tho- I thought he just wanted to kiss me.”
“Oh no, not just a kiss. Why are you nervous, Lijah? Does my hand bother you?” Frank moved his hand again; he said that as he looked at Elijah. “Orli never touched you there did he?” He asked, suddenly making Elijah feel very uncomfortable. “Are you going to give him what he wants, Lijah? Are you gonna let him touch you everywhere, make you moan his name? Are you gonna be a good boy and let him fuck you the way he wants?” Elijah was so distracted he didn’t know what to say.
“Where is Orli?” Elijah murmured.
“I bet it’s growing hard just of you thinking what I would do to you.” Frank grinned. As soon as he lifted his hand wanting to move it on Elijah’s groin, Elijah yelled.
“NO!” Elijah shrieked and jumped off of the sofa.
Orlando came running from the kitchen in a blink. “What’s going on?” he asked, confused when he saw Elijah scared. Frank stood up making Elijah walk away from him and stood behind Orlando. “Well?” He asked again looking at Frank.
“It’s nothing Orli, I was just teasing him. He got a bit uptight.”
“Lair,” Elijah said as he peered his eyes over Orlando’s shoulder.
Orlando could feel that Elijah was tugging on the back of his shirt. Like little kids when they hold onto their mother’s skirts.
“Oh come on, Lijah. I didn’t do anything. I was just teasing you. If I wanted to do anything I would have done it the second I sat next to you,” Frank answered. “Well I should leave now. Orlando, can I have a minute before I go?” He asked as he walked to the front door. Orlando followed him and slowed down when he saw his friend standing just outside the door.
“What happened in there?” he asked.
“I told you, nothing. I was just making him think. Anyway, I wanted to tell you. Um, use lubricant and protection when you fuck him.”
“Frank! Are you insane? He could hear you,” Orlando said surprised at the boldness of his friend.
“You don’t want to hurt him do you?”
“Um, so what did he say? Is he okay with what’s going on?” Orlando asked.
“That’s for you to find out. I talked to him but he isn’t the easy kind. Be your self Orli, gentle and caring. He hates aggressiveness.”
“You are trying to tell me to go for it and do something and see what his reaction would be?” Orlando asked.
Frank just winked at Orlando then walked to his car. “Good luck!” he yelled over the engine of his car and drove away.
Orlando walked back to the living room; Elijah was still standing on his spot, so Orlando took a seat on the sofa.
“Tell me, what just happened?” Orlando asked.
“Nothing,” whispered Elijah.
“What did he do to Elijah, tell me.” Orlando pressed, but Elijah just stood there, shoes suddenly looking interesting.
“Lij, come here,” Orlando said patting on the sofa. Elijah hesitated, but then went and sat next to Orlando; after all it’s only his best friend.
“Lij, please tell me what did he tell you? What made you scream like that, you scared me,” Orlando said quietly looking at the younger man. Elijah was still not looking back. Orlando sighed. “Did he try something on you? Huh? Is that what scared you?” Elijah suddenly looked at Orlando.
“I never liked your friend, Orli, he is so devious. So tricky…”
“Where? Tell me where?” Orlando said as he urged Elijah to speak by squeezing his lap. Elijah’s face went pink. Making Orlando look at where his hand was.
“No,” Orlando’s eyes widened. “He can't, he won’t. Did he? Elijah, talk to me, why are you not talking?”
Elijah was confused. When Orlando laid his hand on his thigh he wasn’t scared, he didn’t want to run off like he did when Frank was the one putting his hand on his thigh.
“I’m tired, I need to go to bed,” Elijah said wanting to stand.
“We just woke up, Lij, sit back,” Orlando said as he pulled him back down.
“Let me go Orlando, I need to be alone right now.”
“Why, to figure out what are you feeling toward me right now?” asked Orlando casually.
“I don’t feel anything other then friendship, Orlando,” Elijah said as he looked away.
“Then kiss me,” Orlando said.
“What?”
“You said you don’t feel anything else, let me try and we’ll see if you will respond to the kiss.”
“Are you trying to seduce me?”
“Are you seducible?” Orlando asked grinning
“Listen, Orlando, I don’t kiss my friends.”
“Oh, so if I wasn’t your friend you would kiss me?”
“I didn’t say that,” Elijah replied.
“Well, what did you say, Lij? Huh?” Orlando said as he moved and straddled Elijah.
“What are you doing?”
“Seducing you. Come on, close you eyes,” Orlando whispered.
“No Orlando, get off of me.” He pushed Orlando slightly by the chest. Orlando took both Elijah’s hands and put them behind him, pushing Elijah more into the sofa, making him unable to move his arms.
“Stop! Orlando my arms hurt!” He said trying to free his hands.
“Stay still and they won’t hurt.” Orlando noticed that Elijah’s breathing was increasing and he looked more flushed then earlier. ‘Did he actually want it earlier, but tried to deny it. That’s impossible.’ Orlando thought.
“It won’t take long Lij, just few minutes.” Orlando got hold of Elijah’s chin and leaned forward still staring at Elijah’s open eyes for a while until he was suddenly disrupted.
“Ahhhh! How sweet, it didn’t take you long did it!” Frank’s voice broke up the silence. “I am glad I bought the…”
“FRANK WHAT FUCK ARE YOU DOING BACK HERE?!” Orlando yelled jumping off of Elijah. Elijah took the opportunity and ran upstairs.
Walking more into the living room Frank spoke, “I told you to be gentle with him, Orli. He looked really scared.”
“Shut up, how did you get in?”
“Someone was busy and forgot to lock the door,” Frank teased.
“Why are you back anyway?”
“I wanted to give you this, I am sure you will need it. Open it when I leave ok. Ciao,” Frank said, leaving Orlando standing alone in the living room.
Orlando walked upstairs where Elijah’s bedroom was and he thanked God for not having door locks for any rooms in the house except the front and back doors, his study room, and of course the bathrooms.
“Lij, can I come in please?” Orlando asked standing in front of Elijah’s bedroom door. There was no answer so Orlando decided to walk in. He did so and saw Elijah under the bed covers sniffing quietly to himself.
“I’m sorry Lijah didn’t mean to upset you,” Orlando said putting a hand on what he guessed Elijah’s shoulder. He felt Elijah stiffen at his touch so he pulled away immediately.
“Elijah?” Orlando said hopelessly wanting the younger one to say anything, anything at all, even yell at him if that’s what Elijah wanted to do. “Talk to me please, say anything. You can hit me if it makes you feel better. Just don’t shut me out…”
“Later Orlando, I’ll talk to you later,” Elijah said, his voice muffled with the covers and still sniffing. Orlando nodded even though he knew Elijah couldn’t see him.
“Sure, I’ll be in my room,” he said before leaving Elijah bedroom, closing the door carefully.
TBC
Lillie