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Secret Admirer - Chapter 5
Title: Secret Admirer
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
wbearsmom
Pairing: BB/DM, EW/OB/VM implied
Rating: This chapter hard R
Summary: Billy's problems continue.
Disclaimer: This is a work of FICTION
Feedback: Much loved and appreciated
A/N: No beta. 10 chapters plus prologue and epilogue.
Chapter: 5
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
"You're not staying by yourself tonight," Dom said to Billy. The other men quickly agreed. Billy was far to upset to be alone. Orlando put everything back into the box and set the box by the front door; he would take it into work the next day and show it to Peter.
The five men sat and talked for some time, trying to relax themselves as well as Billy. It was not easy, but the conversation as well as the medications he was taking finally began to have and effect on Billy, and his eyelids began to drop. "I think it's time for bed," Sean said.
Orlando and Elijah quickly offered to share the guest bedroom - A little eager there, Sean thought - and Sean took the couch. Dom would stay with Billy. Dom slipped his arm around Billy's waist and helped him to the bedroom, then set about helping Sean make up the couch.
Billy was sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands when Dom returned. As Dom got closer he could see that Billy was crying. He sat down next to Billy and pulled him into his arms. "Billy?"
Billy turned his face into Dom's shoulder and continued to sob. Dom held him close, rubbing his back until the tears finally slowed down. "I'm sorry, Dommie," Billy whispered.
"Shh. Nothing to be sorry for. I'd rather you cry it out then get sicker from holding it in."
"Shouldn't let this get to me so much. I feel stupid for being so scared."
"Oh, Billy. You're not stupid. God - I'd be terrified if it was happening to me. I am terrified at what this is doing to you."
"I just want it to stop. Can't whoever is doing this see that I don't want it - them?"
"No, they can't. But we will find them and put a stop to it." Dom was stroking Billy's hair.
"When, Dommie? When?"
"Soon, Billy. As soon as we can. I promise. Now, c'mon. Lay down. Let's get you tucked in bed. You need your sleep." Dom helped Billy to stretch out on the bed, then helped him off with his socks and pants, leaving Billy in his boxers and t-shirt, and pulled the covers up over him. Then Dom stripped himself down to the same attire and slid under the covers next to Billy. He pulled Billy back into his arms.
"Thank you, Dommie, for being here," Billy said softly.
"Hush, Billy. I'll always be here for you." Dom delicately touched his lips to Billy's temple.
Billy looked up at the contact. His eyes met Dom's and he saw friendship and concern. And something more.
He felt a warmth grow inside him, and he found himself examining his own feelings towards Dom - the instant connection when they met, the way he looked forward to working with Dom each day, the fun they had when they went out to the pub at night - and suddenly he knew.
He reached up and brushed the hair from Dom's forehead, then caressed his hand down Dom's cheek to his jaw. He lightly brushed his thumb over Dom's lips, causing Dom to gasp.
"Billy -" Dom whispered.
Billy closed the gap between them, gently pressing his mouth to Dom's. Dom made a small sound in the back of his throat and parted his lips. Their kiss slowly deepened. Billy's fingers were entwined in Dom's hair, while Dom's hand found it's way up Billy's back to the nape of his neck. They explored each other's mouth with their tongues, tasting the combination of their unique flavors.
Reluctantly, Dom broke away. “Gods, Billy. I’m not gonna be able to stop soon.”
“I don’t want to stop,” gasped Billy.
“But I need to. This isn’t the right time for this.” Dom was caressing Billy’s back, running his fingertips up and down Billy’s spine through his shirt.
“Dom -”
“No, Billy. As much as I don’t want to stop, I have to. If I don’t, I’m afraid that you’ll think I took advantage of you, of the situation.”
“I won’t think that.”
“You say that now. But I want you to be sure. I love you too much - - -” Dom stopped speaking, surprised that he said that.
Billy looked at him and smiled. “I know. I - I love you, too.”
Dom sighed and grinned. “I never thought I’d get a chance to say that to you.” At Billy’s questioning look he continued. “I didn’t think you - y’know - would feel that way for a guy - me. Was afraid it’d ruin our friendship if you knew. Then, when all this - shit - started, I was afraid you’d think it was me - that I was doing those things.”
Billy suddenly couldn’t meet Dom’s eyes. “Well, uh, at first, yeah. I thought it might be you. Well, I kinda suspected everybody, before it got - weird. But you’ve been, I don’t know, protective? Not the right word, but I don’t know a better way to put it. Anyway, you were the first person I stopped - suspecting.”
Dom tipped Billy’s face up until Billy couldn’t help but look at him. Billy was rewarded with a brilliant, sweet smile from Dom. “Thank you, Billy.”
Billy smiled back and leaned in for another lingering kiss. Then Dom gently shifted their positions, kissing Billy’s forehead and pulling him close so that Billy’s head was resting on his shoulder. “Sleep now, love. There will be plenty of time for - other things - when you’re feeling better.”
Billy giggled and nuzzled closer. Within minutes, both men were asleep.
*****
Dom began spending every night at Billy’s. The pair had agreed to take their relationship slow and, although they slept together, physically they had not progressed farther than kissing and touching - above the waist. The relationship was a great comfort to Billy - Dom would hold him and soothe his nerves at the end of each day, which became increasingly necessary as they returned to work and the weeks went on with no end to the stalking.
After a bit of a discussion between them, it was decided that they would keep their romance a secret from everyone, even their friends. They both felt that if the stalker found out that Billy was in a relationship things could become very dangerous. And it wasn’t that they thought one of their friends was the stalker, but that someone might let slip about them - because, lets face it, Orlando was notoriously bad at keeping secrets, especially when drunk - and the stalker could find out that way.
So the hobbits returned to work, with Dom and Billy acting as they always had. The cast and crew were none the wiser about their budding romance, readily accepting the explanation that Dom was staying with Billy for protection and support until the stalker was found (although their closest friends did have their suspicions about the relationship).
During the day Billy was surrounded by many self-appointed body guards. Even the stunt team helped out; they had a great deal of respect for Billy ever since he had flipped Sala over his shoulder, thanks to his martial arts training. It became commonplace to see the hobbits surrounded by dozens of orcs during breaks in filming. Even when Billy went to the bathroom the orcs were there - checking the loo before Billy went in and guarding the door until he was done.
Everyone had been worried about Billy at night, when neither they nor set security was around to protect him. They were all happy to hear that Dom was staying nights with him. Well - almost everyone.
*****
The person was getting frustrated. With everyone surrounding Billy, they were having to get more and more creative in getting their notes and gifts to him. And so it was one day, when most of the cast and crew were filming in a remote location, they spotted and opportunity to get a gift into Billy’s hands - so to speak.
The person slipped into the trailer where Billy kept his street clothes while he was in costume. They found his car keys in his jacket pocket. Then they snuck out to the parking lot and found Billy’s car. They unlocked and opened the driver’s side door, set the gift inside where Billy was sure to see it, then closed the door and locked the car back up again. They slipped back into Billy’s trailer, returned the keys to the jacket pocket, and slipped back out, unseen by anyone, then went off to work again.
*****
Later that evening the boys were getting ready for another fellowship night on the town. Billy and Dom were looking forward to it. As much as they loved their time alone it was becoming increasingly difficult to not have sex with each other.
“A nice, rowdy night on the town!” Billy said as he slipped his jacket on, then, “Wait a minute, where’s my keys?” He had his hand in the right pocket, where he always put his key ring. He patted the left pocket. “Ah, there they are. Must have been pretty sleepy this morning - put ‘em in the wrong pocket.”
He and Dom met up with the others heading towards the parking lot. They were all laughing, enjoying the promise of a fun night followed by a rare day off, when Bean spotted something. “Billy - isn’t that your car over there?” They all looked at where he was looking. There was something in the driver’s seat of Billy’s car - it could be seen through the windshield.
The group cautiously approached the car. As they got closer they could see that the item was a teddy bear - a very large teddy bear. Viggo took the keys from Billy’s trembling hand, opened the car, and removed the bear. There was a note attached to a ribbon that was tied around it’s neck. Viggo read it first, then handed it to Bean.
“Let me see it,” Billy said.
“Billy -” Viggo started, but Billy interrupted.
“I said let me see it!”
Bean handed it to him. Billy read.
My lovely Billy -
I hope this note gets to you. I know your stupid friends have been taking my gifts and not giving them to you. I’m sure you told them that you want them, but they’re too mean and won’t let you have them.
Why are they trying to keep us apart? Can’t they see that we are meant to be together? You belong to me, Billy, and the sooner everyone can see that, the better it will be for us.
Oh, my love, I can’t wait until I can finally hold you in my arms. I dream of you every night - you kissing me, our naked bodies pressed together. I can feel your touch, your fingers on me, and then your glorious, hard cock pressing against me, pushing inside me, deeper and deeper until you are all the way in, stretching and filling me. And then you start moving, thrusting, sometimes slow and gentle, sometimes hard and fast, pounding and pounding until I lose all sense of myself and , oh God, I’m coming! Coming so hard and I’m shouting your name - can you hear me shouting, Billy? I’m coming hard for you, around you and then you’re coming too, filling me with your hot, wet seed. It’s so good, Billy, so good.
We will be together soon, my love. I swear it. I’ll help you get away from everyone who is conspiring against us. Those horrid stunt men who think they’re guard dogs - ugly mutts is more like it. And your stupid so-called friends. I don’t trust them, Billy. Especially Dominic. He thinks he is so smart, staying at your place every night, pretending to “protect” you. I know he is trying to turn you against me, more than anyone else. He says he’s your best friend, but I know better. And I know you do, too.
We will show them, Billy. We will show them all, especially Dominic. When we are finally together we will turn our backs on them all, and we will walk away laughing while they cry.
I love you. I’m not giving up on us, Billy. I know you won’t give up, either.
All my love -
Author:
wbearsmomPairing: BB/DM, EW/OB/VM implied
Rating: This chapter hard R
Summary: Billy's problems continue.
Disclaimer: This is a work of FICTION
Feedback: Much loved and appreciated
A/N: No beta. 10 chapters plus prologue and epilogue.
Chapter: 5
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
"You're not staying by yourself tonight," Dom said to Billy. The other men quickly agreed. Billy was far to upset to be alone. Orlando put everything back into the box and set the box by the front door; he would take it into work the next day and show it to Peter.
The five men sat and talked for some time, trying to relax themselves as well as Billy. It was not easy, but the conversation as well as the medications he was taking finally began to have and effect on Billy, and his eyelids began to drop. "I think it's time for bed," Sean said.
Orlando and Elijah quickly offered to share the guest bedroom - A little eager there, Sean thought - and Sean took the couch. Dom would stay with Billy. Dom slipped his arm around Billy's waist and helped him to the bedroom, then set about helping Sean make up the couch.
Billy was sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands when Dom returned. As Dom got closer he could see that Billy was crying. He sat down next to Billy and pulled him into his arms. "Billy?"
Billy turned his face into Dom's shoulder and continued to sob. Dom held him close, rubbing his back until the tears finally slowed down. "I'm sorry, Dommie," Billy whispered.
"Shh. Nothing to be sorry for. I'd rather you cry it out then get sicker from holding it in."
"Shouldn't let this get to me so much. I feel stupid for being so scared."
"Oh, Billy. You're not stupid. God - I'd be terrified if it was happening to me. I am terrified at what this is doing to you."
"I just want it to stop. Can't whoever is doing this see that I don't want it - them?"
"No, they can't. But we will find them and put a stop to it." Dom was stroking Billy's hair.
"When, Dommie? When?"
"Soon, Billy. As soon as we can. I promise. Now, c'mon. Lay down. Let's get you tucked in bed. You need your sleep." Dom helped Billy to stretch out on the bed, then helped him off with his socks and pants, leaving Billy in his boxers and t-shirt, and pulled the covers up over him. Then Dom stripped himself down to the same attire and slid under the covers next to Billy. He pulled Billy back into his arms.
"Thank you, Dommie, for being here," Billy said softly.
"Hush, Billy. I'll always be here for you." Dom delicately touched his lips to Billy's temple.
Billy looked up at the contact. His eyes met Dom's and he saw friendship and concern. And something more.
He felt a warmth grow inside him, and he found himself examining his own feelings towards Dom - the instant connection when they met, the way he looked forward to working with Dom each day, the fun they had when they went out to the pub at night - and suddenly he knew.
He reached up and brushed the hair from Dom's forehead, then caressed his hand down Dom's cheek to his jaw. He lightly brushed his thumb over Dom's lips, causing Dom to gasp.
"Billy -" Dom whispered.
Billy closed the gap between them, gently pressing his mouth to Dom's. Dom made a small sound in the back of his throat and parted his lips. Their kiss slowly deepened. Billy's fingers were entwined in Dom's hair, while Dom's hand found it's way up Billy's back to the nape of his neck. They explored each other's mouth with their tongues, tasting the combination of their unique flavors.
Reluctantly, Dom broke away. “Gods, Billy. I’m not gonna be able to stop soon.”
“I don’t want to stop,” gasped Billy.
“But I need to. This isn’t the right time for this.” Dom was caressing Billy’s back, running his fingertips up and down Billy’s spine through his shirt.
“Dom -”
“No, Billy. As much as I don’t want to stop, I have to. If I don’t, I’m afraid that you’ll think I took advantage of you, of the situation.”
“I won’t think that.”
“You say that now. But I want you to be sure. I love you too much - - -” Dom stopped speaking, surprised that he said that.
Billy looked at him and smiled. “I know. I - I love you, too.”
Dom sighed and grinned. “I never thought I’d get a chance to say that to you.” At Billy’s questioning look he continued. “I didn’t think you - y’know - would feel that way for a guy - me. Was afraid it’d ruin our friendship if you knew. Then, when all this - shit - started, I was afraid you’d think it was me - that I was doing those things.”
Billy suddenly couldn’t meet Dom’s eyes. “Well, uh, at first, yeah. I thought it might be you. Well, I kinda suspected everybody, before it got - weird. But you’ve been, I don’t know, protective? Not the right word, but I don’t know a better way to put it. Anyway, you were the first person I stopped - suspecting.”
Dom tipped Billy’s face up until Billy couldn’t help but look at him. Billy was rewarded with a brilliant, sweet smile from Dom. “Thank you, Billy.”
Billy smiled back and leaned in for another lingering kiss. Then Dom gently shifted their positions, kissing Billy’s forehead and pulling him close so that Billy’s head was resting on his shoulder. “Sleep now, love. There will be plenty of time for - other things - when you’re feeling better.”
Billy giggled and nuzzled closer. Within minutes, both men were asleep.
Dom began spending every night at Billy’s. The pair had agreed to take their relationship slow and, although they slept together, physically they had not progressed farther than kissing and touching - above the waist. The relationship was a great comfort to Billy - Dom would hold him and soothe his nerves at the end of each day, which became increasingly necessary as they returned to work and the weeks went on with no end to the stalking.
After a bit of a discussion between them, it was decided that they would keep their romance a secret from everyone, even their friends. They both felt that if the stalker found out that Billy was in a relationship things could become very dangerous. And it wasn’t that they thought one of their friends was the stalker, but that someone might let slip about them - because, lets face it, Orlando was notoriously bad at keeping secrets, especially when drunk - and the stalker could find out that way.
So the hobbits returned to work, with Dom and Billy acting as they always had. The cast and crew were none the wiser about their budding romance, readily accepting the explanation that Dom was staying with Billy for protection and support until the stalker was found (although their closest friends did have their suspicions about the relationship).
During the day Billy was surrounded by many self-appointed body guards. Even the stunt team helped out; they had a great deal of respect for Billy ever since he had flipped Sala over his shoulder, thanks to his martial arts training. It became commonplace to see the hobbits surrounded by dozens of orcs during breaks in filming. Even when Billy went to the bathroom the orcs were there - checking the loo before Billy went in and guarding the door until he was done.
Everyone had been worried about Billy at night, when neither they nor set security was around to protect him. They were all happy to hear that Dom was staying nights with him. Well - almost everyone.
The person was getting frustrated. With everyone surrounding Billy, they were having to get more and more creative in getting their notes and gifts to him. And so it was one day, when most of the cast and crew were filming in a remote location, they spotted and opportunity to get a gift into Billy’s hands - so to speak.
The person slipped into the trailer where Billy kept his street clothes while he was in costume. They found his car keys in his jacket pocket. Then they snuck out to the parking lot and found Billy’s car. They unlocked and opened the driver’s side door, set the gift inside where Billy was sure to see it, then closed the door and locked the car back up again. They slipped back into Billy’s trailer, returned the keys to the jacket pocket, and slipped back out, unseen by anyone, then went off to work again.
Later that evening the boys were getting ready for another fellowship night on the town. Billy and Dom were looking forward to it. As much as they loved their time alone it was becoming increasingly difficult to not have sex with each other.
“A nice, rowdy night on the town!” Billy said as he slipped his jacket on, then, “Wait a minute, where’s my keys?” He had his hand in the right pocket, where he always put his key ring. He patted the left pocket. “Ah, there they are. Must have been pretty sleepy this morning - put ‘em in the wrong pocket.”
He and Dom met up with the others heading towards the parking lot. They were all laughing, enjoying the promise of a fun night followed by a rare day off, when Bean spotted something. “Billy - isn’t that your car over there?” They all looked at where he was looking. There was something in the driver’s seat of Billy’s car - it could be seen through the windshield.
The group cautiously approached the car. As they got closer they could see that the item was a teddy bear - a very large teddy bear. Viggo took the keys from Billy’s trembling hand, opened the car, and removed the bear. There was a note attached to a ribbon that was tied around it’s neck. Viggo read it first, then handed it to Bean.
“Let me see it,” Billy said.
“Billy -” Viggo started, but Billy interrupted.
“I said let me see it!”
Bean handed it to him. Billy read.
My lovely Billy -
I hope this note gets to you. I know your stupid friends have been taking my gifts and not giving them to you. I’m sure you told them that you want them, but they’re too mean and won’t let you have them.
Why are they trying to keep us apart? Can’t they see that we are meant to be together? You belong to me, Billy, and the sooner everyone can see that, the better it will be for us.
Oh, my love, I can’t wait until I can finally hold you in my arms. I dream of you every night - you kissing me, our naked bodies pressed together. I can feel your touch, your fingers on me, and then your glorious, hard cock pressing against me, pushing inside me, deeper and deeper until you are all the way in, stretching and filling me. And then you start moving, thrusting, sometimes slow and gentle, sometimes hard and fast, pounding and pounding until I lose all sense of myself and , oh God, I’m coming! Coming so hard and I’m shouting your name - can you hear me shouting, Billy? I’m coming hard for you, around you and then you’re coming too, filling me with your hot, wet seed. It’s so good, Billy, so good.
We will be together soon, my love. I swear it. I’ll help you get away from everyone who is conspiring against us. Those horrid stunt men who think they’re guard dogs - ugly mutts is more like it. And your stupid so-called friends. I don’t trust them, Billy. Especially Dominic. He thinks he is so smart, staying at your place every night, pretending to “protect” you. I know he is trying to turn you against me, more than anyone else. He says he’s your best friend, but I know better. And I know you do, too.
We will show them, Billy. We will show them all, especially Dominic. When we are finally together we will turn our backs on them all, and we will walk away laughing while they cry.
I love you. I’m not giving up on us, Billy. I know you won’t give up, either.
All my love -
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As for the notes - I've begun tapping the darker parts of my brain. It's a frightening place in there, and I've only just begun.
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EEPS! Oh this can only get better!!
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One thing I'm wondering, though - he's on a tropical island, right? Is he ever gonna have any shirtless scenes? Wouldn't mind seeing that one bit.
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Definitely time for half nekkid Charlie.
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Glad you like this. More coming soon.
And, yeah, love the orc bodyguards too.
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I started out as a Vigorli girl, but after reading a few BD stories, I got into this also.
*grin*
Last night was the first ep of Lost here in the Netherlands. Dom looked really great, can't wait till I see more.
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I'm so happy you can finally see LOST. Dom is really great in this.
Glad you like the story. I'll be posting more in a day or two.