FIC: Too late

[thalassatx.livejournal.com]

FIC: Too late
Warnings: VERY VERY ANGSTY
Pairing: I'm not sure. You tell me.
Notes: I don't know why I wrote this. I'm not even depressed today, but there it was, and it had to come out.
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My cell phone is turned off. I've unplugged all the other phones in the house. I will not answer questions for the scavengers or hear condolences because I do not deserve them.

I waited too long. I smiled and laughed and pretended until it was too late and your mother called and said you were gone with tears in her voice.

Your heart stopped.

Now so has mine.

I will not go to the services. If one photographer dared show his lens I'd be in jail and you would not want that.

I'll miss you. I suspect, not for long.

Comments

[darknightjess.livejournal.com]

Damn honey. Tis very good, painful as hell, but good.

And you say: I'm not even depressed today, but there it was, and it had to come out. I agree.. that could have festered if it remained!!

Hugs!

[thalassatx.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I really wanted to figure out who was who before I posted, but I finally decided I wasn't meant to know.

Thank you!!

[sileya.livejournal.com]

Well. That was to the point and painful. But expressive.
I've written stuff like this out of the blue too. It can be kind of scary how much emotion can be poured into so few words.
Thanks for sharing.

[thalassatx.livejournal.com]

Thank YOU for the feedback!