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fellowshippers2004-08-26 07:31 pm
Sometimes (1/1)
Sometimes
Rating: NC-17
Summary: How does Elijah feel when Dom tells him everything?
Warnings: Sap, sex. Oh what a lovely combination.
For: I wrote this for “first_kiss” because she was so sweet about my last Dom/Lij fic.
A phone rings.
Elijah answers, “Talk to me.”
“Sometimes I forget what your face looks like, when the sun travels beneath the horizon and the sky is splashed with the blood of those who died that day. Then the expanse of the night brings shattered dreams into a harsh reality and I am left mourning the lost hours of sunlight and longing the upcoming rays.
“Sometimes, when I do forget, I wake with a bitter tinge in my mouth and my stomach moving somewhat like a roller coaster. The sun’s a little duller on those days, as if he knows something is not quite right on the little planet he warms.
“Sometimes I am visited by memories of times that we share, moments that have been logged and filed into the expanse of my mind. It’s then I recall the real reason your face never comes at nightfall. Because I’ve never seen you in the dark.
“Sometimes, when I’m waiting for something to happen, I think of all the reasons I don’t deserve you and it makes my heart ache just a little bit more.
“Sometimes I watch you watch him and I think of all the prices I’d pay for you to look at me that way. Just once. Look at me like I’m everything you’ve ever wanted and you’re a man who has nothing.
“Sometimes you’re late to things and I find the time crawls until you’re supposed to be here then flies by when you’re far too late. And then I think of all the reasons you’re not there yet and all the reasons you wouldn’t want to come.
“Sometimes my feelings for you make me hurt so much that I realize they may not be worth it.
“Sometimes I’m so jealous that I can’t make you smile like that. That’s when the storm clouds rush in and block the sun from my view, and the sun weeps because he knows things aren’t right on the planet he warms.
“But…
“Sometimes you make me laugh and smile and forget every problem I have. Like you’re some type of wizard who enjoys twisting my emotions.
“And sometimes all I want is to spend forever with you, because nothing has ever seemed more right.”
Elijah listened to the silence that followed the voice. The voice that he’d heard so many times before but it had never sounded quite so beautiful as it did now. The voice that he longed to hear ever day just because he knew that voice could make him smile.
The voice that he was in love with.
“I don’t expect you to love me back,” the voice whispered after several long moments of silence. “In fact I half expect you to be angry at me and demand I never talk to you again. But I know I would rather risk the rest of my life with you mad at me then have you never know exactly how I feel.”
“You would risk everything between us so I would know you love me?” Elijah asked softly, the disbelief clear in his voice. Surely this man would not risk everything for that.
“If you know, without a shadow of a doubt, that I love you and I want you beyond human emotions, then yes.”
Elijah was once again silent. He didn’t know how to take what was being told to him. This man, that he’d known for so long and loved for longer, was finally interested in him… more then just interested by the way it sounded.
“I feel exactly the same way.” Elijah finally managed to say, the words slipping from his mouth in a tangled mess. He just hoped the man on the other line would be able to decipher the stuttering.
Then the line clicked and went dead.
Elijah stared at it in disbelief, tears welling up in his eyes. What was going on? Didn’t he say the right thing?
“I was hoping you would say that,” the voice sounded, expect now it was coming from his doorway, and Elijah turned.
There he was, Dominic Monaghan, the most amazing creature Elijah had ever seen. He was perfect in every way, shape and form; and he loved Elijah. A smile grew wide across Elijah’s lips as he ran the thought through his head. ‘He loves me. Dom loves me.’
Dom, who was moving towards Elijah in a predator like way, had a gleam in his eye that showed he was just as excited about Elijah feeling the way he did.
“I’m going to kiss you now,” Dom whispered as he stepped directly in front of Elijah.
Elijah closed his eyes and waited for the first tentative brush of Dom’s lips. Instead, he felt the sweep of Dom’s tongue lining his lips, marking what was his, or was to be his in a few moments, and causing Elijah’s knees to weaken.
Their lips crashed together in the most romantic of ways, Elijah’s arm moving up to encircle Dom’s neck. It was something so perfect; it could not have been scripted so right. Elijah felt like the most important thing in the world for that moment because Dom’s tongue was gently prying its way inside his soft lips.
Elijah moaned as he allowed Dom to guide him back towards the bed. His fantasy had been racked with this moment for ages, but he never imagined it coming true. It was perfect, beyond belief. He never thought Dom could feel anything for him. But he did, and that was all that mattered.
Dom didn’t say any words as he slowly undressed Elijah, taking his time to scan his body and bask in the beauty of it. Elijah felt a blush creep up his skin at Dom’s piercing gaze and he tried to turn to hide himself.
“Don’t,” Dom breathed, placing a hand on behind Elijah and gently lowering him to the bed. “Never hide yourself Elijah, you are perfect. Don’t ever doubt that.”
Elijah smiled softly and allowed himself to be scanned by Dom’s eyes once more. Then the process started over, with Dom’s tongue, and Dom’s lips. Elijah was confident he would go mad by the time Dom got to his crotch, but Dom’s tongue didn’t travel over the shaft, instead it went right down to his feet, encircling each toe.
“God Dom… do… something… please…” Elijah tried to pull at Dom- who was still fully clothed- but Dom swatted him off.
“This is my first time with you, I want to enjoy it,” Dom smirked and began to lick a path up the other foot, decorating the skin with his saliva.
Elijah didn’t much like the way Dom was ‘enjoying’ their time together. It was more like torture for him. The little nips, the little licks, all of it drove him crazy.
Then Dom was back at his head and slowly striping himself of his clothing. “I am going to make sweet, sweet love to you Elijah and it’s going to be perfect.”
Elijah moaned at this, sensations running wild through him, clouding his mind.
He wasn’t sure how it happened, but before long, Elijah felt a cold finger slip easily inside him. He hadn’t even known Dom was getting any lube… or had any lube for that matter.
That didn’t really matter when Elijah felt another finger inside him. He was glad he’d done this before, because he didn’t think he could stand the long process that was your first time with a man. Before long he was prepared and Dom was gently entering him.
“Oh gods… Dom…” Elijah arched into him, dragging his nails quickly down Dom’s back. The feeling was overwhelming, taking complete control of his senses.
Dom moaned and slowly slipped out, only to slide back in. they kept up this deathly slow pace for a few minutes until Elijah couldn’t take it any more and slammed up against Dom as Dom came down.
Dom’s eyes shot up and locked with Elijah’s, who moaned, “God… move Dom!”
Dom chuckled and pulled out, slamming in hard then pulling right back out. Elijah arched and met him thrust for thrust, loosing his senses as he tried to get move of the feeling through him. It was so amazing and he wanted more and more. Like a greedy little child who just discovered chocolate.
And then it hit.
Starting in his toes and shooting up his legs until every part of Elijah was on fire and he was screaming Dom’s name at an inhuman note. His fingers dug into Dom’s back and he clenched tight around him.
This triggered Dom’s release, the man freezing and moaning Elijah’s name loudly.
Dom collapsed on top of Elijah, his breath coming out in short gasps. They where silent for a long moment, both reflecting on what they’d just done.
“You know, sometimes I wish I could stay in moments like these forever,” Elijah whispered after a few minutes.
“Me too, me too…” Dom sighed and snuggled close, closing his eyes and forgetting the world for a moment.
THE END.
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this was way coolio. i enjoyed it so much. First time Dom and Elijah rocks my socks! This was fun, sweet, and well let's be frank, too quick... so perfectly real it was awesome!
thanks so much for it all!
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it's just the *sobs* best! *smiles through the tears, lookin' all sappy and the like*
I wirte sap... I love it. I llove fluff and rain... they go so well together...
you're welcome for the feedback.