ext_35221 ([identity profile] blueluthien.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fellowshippers2004-08-15 02:46 pm

ViggOrli ficlet. Viggo POV.

Pairing: Viggo/Orlando





Why can`t I l forget your face?

Is it because you are the most beautiful creature I`ve ever seen in my entire life?
Because your eyes are like diamonds, and I will never find such treasure ever again?
I keep the pictures of you hidden under my bed... But they haunt my thoughts every single second of the day.

Why can`t I forget the shape of your body?

Is it because your body was the only place in the world, where I felt safe, warm and complete?
Because it smells like baby`s oil, and it feels like a thousand feathers put together in one soft nest?

Why can`t I forget your smile?

Is it because when you smile, the tempest is afraid of coming to chase us, and the colours of the rainbow are all over your face?
Because your smile was the only thing that could make me stop crying?

Why can´t I forget you?

Is it because I don`t remember who I am, and why I was born, since you are far from the place in which I am dying?
Because you were the only reason for me to breathe?

You walked out the door of the house we used to call our home.
You were looking down, avoiding to look me in the eye.
I think I thought I saw a tear escaping from your eyes. You didn`t look happy, but I was too afraid and confused to ask you why, and what you feel for me...

But whatever were the words that flew from your mouth, it would always be the end of me. Now Broken. Destroyed.

If you don´t love me anymore... I fall and cry.

If you love someone else, that girl... I fall and cry.

If you never loved me, and what we lived together was a lie all along...

I fall and cry.

If you love me, but decided to give up on me to chase a greater dream...

I don`t know who you are, anymore.

But whatever you do, I guess you will always be the most beautiful creature in the world to me.

That is why I can not forget you.
Ever.

I just wish I could forget myself.

But as long as you breathe, a part of me will breathe too. For my love can not last only a lifetime.
And from the first time I made love to you, all my life belonged to you.


Ana Gonzalez

2004-08-14
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[identity profile] shaharazade.livejournal.com 2004-08-15 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
Awwwwwwww! so sad, but so beautifully written.