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Being one with Nature, 34/35, Dom/Viggo, R
Title: Being one with Nature 34/35
Author: Nixxie + Gypsy
Pairing: Dom/Viggo
Rating: NC-17
Archive: Beyond the Fellowship and http://www.livejournal.com/users/nixxie_/
E-mail addresses for feedback: nitika754a@yahoo.com + kejazofi@wolfenet.com
Disclaimers: Not ours. Simple as that! The fact that we wish they were is beside the point!
Warnings: Real Person Slash - meaning these are based on real people, whether they really do this stuff is not known by us.
Rotating his hips a bit, Viggo groaned, leaning down to nip at Dominic's
throat lightly. The young man felt so good against him, he had the urge to
throw him down on the floor and fuck him right here. Viggo had to shake
himself from those kind of thoughts--it had been *quite* some time since a
lover elicited that kind of reaction out of him simply by pressing body to
body.
"You're a minx," he murmured against Dominic's ear, then nipped lightly,
drawing the lobe into his mouth and nibbling. "But I have no doubt you've a
trick or two you could show me, pet."
Taking a deep, somewhat controlling breath, Viggo pulled back from Dominic
with much reluctance.
"Let's take this somewhere else....."
_+_+_+_+_+
The nibble on his ear sent sparks straight to his balls, and a growl
left his mouth as Viggo called him pet, //God I could so get used to
hearing that...makes me quiver all over!//
_+_+_+_+_+
The sound of the growl made Viggo groan softly--amazing how such a sound
from Dominic could have such an effect on him. He smiled in the dim light,
licking his lips.
"Careful now...."
_+_+_+_+_+
"Somewhere else sounds good right now! Sounds fantastic right now,
actually!" Dom placed his hand in Viggo's. He trusted him enough now
that wherever he would lead him, wherever they would go, Dom knew he'd
be treated right and treated good. His belly filled with warmth as
much as his cock filled with heat.
_+_+_+_+_+
With a last check to make sure nothing would be ruined by opening the door
now, Viggo turned off the red light, plunging them into complete blackness
momentarily. He actually took the moment to pull Dominic close and kiss him,
run his hands over his body in the total darkness. Being without sight
could be quite a charging experience, focus shifted to other senses. He
lowered his head, instinctively finding Dom's neck and nipping
lightly...drawing the moments out with touches and kisses and nips.
_+_+_+_+_+
//Darkness...total darkness...No, I don't, I...Ohh...Viggo...just. Totally
Viggo...//
Hands ran tingles up and down his spine as Dom reached his hands up,
tangled fingers in and around Viggo's long hair, felt kisses being
pressed to his neck, could smell all that was Viggo, musky and earthy
and warm. He could feel the stubble against his tender neck skin.
Just feeling that was a turn on in itself, just to be here, in the
dark, with Viggo groping him and knowing full well he could do
anything in return that he liked.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo could have done any and everything to Dom in the dark right then, and
been happy about it--the touches, the sensations--the taking away of one of
the senses.
But it wasn't what he had in mind. He wanted to be able to *see* Dominic as
well as feel him, that was part of his plans for this night. Maybe another
time....
_+_+_+_+_+
The dark should have made him feel unsure, afraid. But instead he
felt safer than ever. Here within Viggo's embrace he knew he could be
exactly who he wanted to be.
_+_+_+_+_+
Finally though, Viggo found the door knob and opened it--allowing light from
the other room to filter in before pulling Dominic out with him, against
him.
"I want you to strip for me," he murmured in the young man's ear.
"Upstairs."
_+_+_+_+_+
His hands fell away as Viggo pulled back, eye blinking in the bright
light, senses dazed slightly. And then Viggo was back, against his
ear and //Oh. My. God.// How could one tiny phrase make him so
incredibly nervous.
"You...you want me to...Oh...I umm...Christ!" Dom faltered, knees buckling
slightly as he held out his hand to Viggo, not even trying to hide
the bulge in his pants.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Yes," Viggo purred. "I want you to...." Grabbing Dominic's hand, he slid
an arm around his waist, then after thinking on it a moment, simply scooped
him up--smiling as he leaned down to kiss him. "Will you do it for me?" he
spoke as he walked towards the stairs, still holding Dom in his arms. "I
like watching your body..."
_+_+_+_+_+
"I..." //Oh God! How can I be so totally horny and yet afraid all at
the same time? Fucking tingles down my arms just because he *wants*
me. *Me!* And he likes watching me and he wants me to...Oh Fuck! Come
on Dom, you can do it, Christ it's not like a hundred other blokes
haven't already seen you, it's not like Viggo hasn't already seen
you!//
//Yeah, but strip? Fuck! That's gonna take some courage//
//But he *wants* you to, and he wants you to do it for him. And I
want to be able to do stuff like this for him, be able to think more
of myself than I do so...So...//
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo could sense the hesitation in his young lover as he carried him,
nuzzling his neck. He worried that he might have pushed things too far, too
fast--asked too much of him, or made him think of things left best unthought
of.
"You do not have to," he said gently. "It is your choice."
_+_+_+_+_+
"I want to..." Dom breathed against Viggo's neck, arms flinging around his
neck, holding on tight as he was carried upstairs and nibbling at the
neck skin in front of him. Cock hard and arms tingling and breathing
erratic and feeling out of this world.
_+_+_+_+_+
Smiling to himself, Viggo entered the bedroom, gently setting Dom down on
his feet, though still holding onto him.
"Only if you wish it," he reiterated, then kissed the young man deeply,
passionately.
_+_+_+_+_+
"I...I..." Dom just shrugged, pulling back from a breathless kiss,
mouth working before his brain could kick in. He wanted to do this
but... "I'm just not sure how to...? Umm..."
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo kissed the young man's throat now, trying to relax him, or at the very
least *distract* him. He ran a hand down his body, before stepping back,
sitting down on the bed.
"Just take off your clothes, slowly. I'm not asking for a floor
show...though I wouldn't be adverse to a lap dance..." he winked at the
young man with that. "I just want to watch you undress."
_+_+_+_+_+
When Viggo kissed him he felt so good, so wanted. And then he stepped
away, sat back, watched Dom and even with his eyes closed he could
feel Viggo's eyes staring straight though him. He swallowed once and
opened his eyes, toes twitching a little on the carpet. //Come on
Dommie...just...get 'em off...you...//
He breathed hard, looking at Viggo, and God he wanted nothing more
than to do this...to be able to do this for the man that had given
him so much...but it was too much, too much like 'those men' the ones
who just wanted to use him, to fuck him and then trash him. And Viggo
just looked at him, saw straight through him...And then everything went blurry as he started to panic, worrying thoughts spiralling in his mind, everything cascading over him, tumbling into him.
"Red, Viggo...Red...I can't I..." His breathing shuddered in gasps and
hitches and his hands came up to his mouth, knees shaking and trying
hard not to humiliate himself further by crying, or worse still, collapsing.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo was rather shocked by the reaction, though in retrospect he supposed
he shouldn't be, and he felt rather bad at the moment too. He was
up off the bed in an instant, pulling Dominic to him--who looked very much
like he might collapse at any moment.
"It's okay..." he said, leading him over to the bed and sitting him down.
"I'm sorry, I should have thought. It's alright, you don't have to do
anything you don't want to do, baby." He kissed the young man's
forehead--focus having gone from his cock to simply soothing the battered
young man at the moment, wanting to assuage any fears he had.
_+_+_+_+_+
"I want to...I just..." Dom tried to calm his breathing, trying not
to hyperventilate. He felt safe again, whole again in Viggo's
embrace, He wrapped his arms around Viggo's back and held on, head
buried in his warm chest and a few tears leaked from his eyes. He
sniffed once and filled his lungs with air, a few big shuddery
breaths later he felt more in control. He pulled back from the
warmth, looked deep into Viggo's eyes, his own full of sorrow and a
little confusion. "I'm sorry..."
_+_+_+_+_+
Gathering Dom into his lap, Viggo simply held him, stroking his hair, not
minding in the least--waiting for him to calm down a bit. When the young
man uttered an apology though...Viggo pulled back, taking Dom's face into
his hands.
"No, you aren't. Don't say that, you have nothing to be sorry for. I
should have thought. Don't worry love. I'm not mad. Just relax here for a
while, we'll just sit here."
_+_+_+_+_+
"But I am...I'm sorry for what I was, what I let myself be...I'm
sorry I can't be pure for you the way I want to be, untainted." Dom
looked down, grey eyes turning paler then closing, trying to fight
off the almost panic when he thought about that. His usual nightmare.
//Dark room, can't see, trapped, bound, taken, used. Hurting.//
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo could feel panic rising in Dominic, could feel it in how he tensed,
how he reacted. Stroking his hair some more, gently--softly, wanting to
soothe him. He kissed the young man's forehead, hugging him tighter--but
not confining him.
"You don't have to be...I never said you had to be pure, but it's not as if
you're dirty. You've been through hard times, don't feel shamed because of
them--and especially not for me. I'm hardly some innocent myself. We're
all tainted in some way Dominic. I don't care about your past--and I don't
mean that harshly--I know what happened affects you, but it simply won't
affect my opinion of you, save maybe giving me a bit more respect for
you--you are still surviving. But what I care about is right now, with you.
So don't feel guilty about what you think you can't do for me, or can't give
me. It's not necessary."
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom pulled back, eyes shining, nose red and skin patchy after
crying. "I just...for you...I want to do what you ask of me...that's
all." He frowned a little, thinking about his own words, of
Viggo's. "And I love the way that you see me, see past all I think I
am to what's beneath..." He leant in and pressed a tiny kiss to
Viggo's lips. "I just hope I can see it too...I'm trying Viggo..."
_+_+_+_+_+
"I know you are," Viggo said, running gentle fingers over Dom's lips. "And
you may want to do what I want you to, but you have to do what you want to
first. So no feeling badly. Maybe some other time, you'll feel your ready
to do that for me, and if not--that's fine too. It's alright, Dominic."
Placing a gentle kiss at the corner of Dominic's mouth, Viggo continued to
hold him, intended to do it until Dominic was ready for something
else--whether it be sex or simply curling up to go to sleep.
_+_+_+_+_+
The soft words finally calmed him, finally found a way through his
mixed up mind and settled him as he moved slightly in
Viggo's arms, made himself comfortable. His mouth slipped a little,
kiss on corner of mouth moving full onto them, he let his eyes drop
closed, let his arms press flat palms onto Viggo's chest, feeling the
strong heart beat and pushed his head up a little, deepening the kiss.
_+_+_+_+_+
When Dominic returned the kiss as he did, Viggo simply held him tighter,
letting the young man sort of lead what was going on now, finally laying
back so that Dominic was atop him. He ran his hands down the young man's
back, but did not attempt to slip beneath shirt, simply caressing--down,
then back up, in soothing patterns. The kiss was deep but lazy, slow and
very sensual. Viggo liked kissing like this--kissing like you had all the
time in the world.
tbc...
Author: Nixxie + Gypsy
Pairing: Dom/Viggo
Rating: NC-17
Archive: Beyond the Fellowship and http://www.livejournal.com/users/nixxie_/
E-mail addresses for feedback: nitika754a@yahoo.com + kejazofi@wolfenet.com
Disclaimers: Not ours. Simple as that! The fact that we wish they were is beside the point!
Warnings: Real Person Slash - meaning these are based on real people, whether they really do this stuff is not known by us.
Rotating his hips a bit, Viggo groaned, leaning down to nip at Dominic's
throat lightly. The young man felt so good against him, he had the urge to
throw him down on the floor and fuck him right here. Viggo had to shake
himself from those kind of thoughts--it had been *quite* some time since a
lover elicited that kind of reaction out of him simply by pressing body to
body.
"You're a minx," he murmured against Dominic's ear, then nipped lightly,
drawing the lobe into his mouth and nibbling. "But I have no doubt you've a
trick or two you could show me, pet."
Taking a deep, somewhat controlling breath, Viggo pulled back from Dominic
with much reluctance.
"Let's take this somewhere else....."
_+_+_+_+_+
The nibble on his ear sent sparks straight to his balls, and a growl
left his mouth as Viggo called him pet, //God I could so get used to
hearing that...makes me quiver all over!//
_+_+_+_+_+
The sound of the growl made Viggo groan softly--amazing how such a sound
from Dominic could have such an effect on him. He smiled in the dim light,
licking his lips.
"Careful now...."
_+_+_+_+_+
"Somewhere else sounds good right now! Sounds fantastic right now,
actually!" Dom placed his hand in Viggo's. He trusted him enough now
that wherever he would lead him, wherever they would go, Dom knew he'd
be treated right and treated good. His belly filled with warmth as
much as his cock filled with heat.
_+_+_+_+_+
With a last check to make sure nothing would be ruined by opening the door
now, Viggo turned off the red light, plunging them into complete blackness
momentarily. He actually took the moment to pull Dominic close and kiss him,
run his hands over his body in the total darkness. Being without sight
could be quite a charging experience, focus shifted to other senses. He
lowered his head, instinctively finding Dom's neck and nipping
lightly...drawing the moments out with touches and kisses and nips.
_+_+_+_+_+
//Darkness...total darkness...No, I don't, I...Ohh...Viggo...just. Totally
Viggo...//
Hands ran tingles up and down his spine as Dom reached his hands up,
tangled fingers in and around Viggo's long hair, felt kisses being
pressed to his neck, could smell all that was Viggo, musky and earthy
and warm. He could feel the stubble against his tender neck skin.
Just feeling that was a turn on in itself, just to be here, in the
dark, with Viggo groping him and knowing full well he could do
anything in return that he liked.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo could have done any and everything to Dom in the dark right then, and
been happy about it--the touches, the sensations--the taking away of one of
the senses.
But it wasn't what he had in mind. He wanted to be able to *see* Dominic as
well as feel him, that was part of his plans for this night. Maybe another
time....
_+_+_+_+_+
The dark should have made him feel unsure, afraid. But instead he
felt safer than ever. Here within Viggo's embrace he knew he could be
exactly who he wanted to be.
_+_+_+_+_+
Finally though, Viggo found the door knob and opened it--allowing light from
the other room to filter in before pulling Dominic out with him, against
him.
"I want you to strip for me," he murmured in the young man's ear.
"Upstairs."
_+_+_+_+_+
His hands fell away as Viggo pulled back, eye blinking in the bright
light, senses dazed slightly. And then Viggo was back, against his
ear and //Oh. My. God.// How could one tiny phrase make him so
incredibly nervous.
"You...you want me to...Oh...I umm...Christ!" Dom faltered, knees buckling
slightly as he held out his hand to Viggo, not even trying to hide
the bulge in his pants.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Yes," Viggo purred. "I want you to...." Grabbing Dominic's hand, he slid
an arm around his waist, then after thinking on it a moment, simply scooped
him up--smiling as he leaned down to kiss him. "Will you do it for me?" he
spoke as he walked towards the stairs, still holding Dom in his arms. "I
like watching your body..."
_+_+_+_+_+
"I..." //Oh God! How can I be so totally horny and yet afraid all at
the same time? Fucking tingles down my arms just because he *wants*
me. *Me!* And he likes watching me and he wants me to...Oh Fuck! Come
on Dom, you can do it, Christ it's not like a hundred other blokes
haven't already seen you, it's not like Viggo hasn't already seen
you!//
//Yeah, but strip? Fuck! That's gonna take some courage//
//But he *wants* you to, and he wants you to do it for him. And I
want to be able to do stuff like this for him, be able to think more
of myself than I do so...So...//
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo could sense the hesitation in his young lover as he carried him,
nuzzling his neck. He worried that he might have pushed things too far, too
fast--asked too much of him, or made him think of things left best unthought
of.
"You do not have to," he said gently. "It is your choice."
_+_+_+_+_+
"I want to..." Dom breathed against Viggo's neck, arms flinging around his
neck, holding on tight as he was carried upstairs and nibbling at the
neck skin in front of him. Cock hard and arms tingling and breathing
erratic and feeling out of this world.
_+_+_+_+_+
Smiling to himself, Viggo entered the bedroom, gently setting Dom down on
his feet, though still holding onto him.
"Only if you wish it," he reiterated, then kissed the young man deeply,
passionately.
_+_+_+_+_+
"I...I..." Dom just shrugged, pulling back from a breathless kiss,
mouth working before his brain could kick in. He wanted to do this
but... "I'm just not sure how to...? Umm..."
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo kissed the young man's throat now, trying to relax him, or at the very
least *distract* him. He ran a hand down his body, before stepping back,
sitting down on the bed.
"Just take off your clothes, slowly. I'm not asking for a floor
show...though I wouldn't be adverse to a lap dance..." he winked at the
young man with that. "I just want to watch you undress."
_+_+_+_+_+
When Viggo kissed him he felt so good, so wanted. And then he stepped
away, sat back, watched Dom and even with his eyes closed he could
feel Viggo's eyes staring straight though him. He swallowed once and
opened his eyes, toes twitching a little on the carpet. //Come on
Dommie...just...get 'em off...you...//
He breathed hard, looking at Viggo, and God he wanted nothing more
than to do this...to be able to do this for the man that had given
him so much...but it was too much, too much like 'those men' the ones
who just wanted to use him, to fuck him and then trash him. And Viggo
just looked at him, saw straight through him...And then everything went blurry as he started to panic, worrying thoughts spiralling in his mind, everything cascading over him, tumbling into him.
"Red, Viggo...Red...I can't I..." His breathing shuddered in gasps and
hitches and his hands came up to his mouth, knees shaking and trying
hard not to humiliate himself further by crying, or worse still, collapsing.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo was rather shocked by the reaction, though in retrospect he supposed
he shouldn't be, and he felt rather bad at the moment too. He was
up off the bed in an instant, pulling Dominic to him--who looked very much
like he might collapse at any moment.
"It's okay..." he said, leading him over to the bed and sitting him down.
"I'm sorry, I should have thought. It's alright, you don't have to do
anything you don't want to do, baby." He kissed the young man's
forehead--focus having gone from his cock to simply soothing the battered
young man at the moment, wanting to assuage any fears he had.
_+_+_+_+_+
"I want to...I just..." Dom tried to calm his breathing, trying not
to hyperventilate. He felt safe again, whole again in Viggo's
embrace, He wrapped his arms around Viggo's back and held on, head
buried in his warm chest and a few tears leaked from his eyes. He
sniffed once and filled his lungs with air, a few big shuddery
breaths later he felt more in control. He pulled back from the
warmth, looked deep into Viggo's eyes, his own full of sorrow and a
little confusion. "I'm sorry..."
_+_+_+_+_+
Gathering Dom into his lap, Viggo simply held him, stroking his hair, not
minding in the least--waiting for him to calm down a bit. When the young
man uttered an apology though...Viggo pulled back, taking Dom's face into
his hands.
"No, you aren't. Don't say that, you have nothing to be sorry for. I
should have thought. Don't worry love. I'm not mad. Just relax here for a
while, we'll just sit here."
_+_+_+_+_+
"But I am...I'm sorry for what I was, what I let myself be...I'm
sorry I can't be pure for you the way I want to be, untainted." Dom
looked down, grey eyes turning paler then closing, trying to fight
off the almost panic when he thought about that. His usual nightmare.
//Dark room, can't see, trapped, bound, taken, used. Hurting.//
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo could feel panic rising in Dominic, could feel it in how he tensed,
how he reacted. Stroking his hair some more, gently--softly, wanting to
soothe him. He kissed the young man's forehead, hugging him tighter--but
not confining him.
"You don't have to be...I never said you had to be pure, but it's not as if
you're dirty. You've been through hard times, don't feel shamed because of
them--and especially not for me. I'm hardly some innocent myself. We're
all tainted in some way Dominic. I don't care about your past--and I don't
mean that harshly--I know what happened affects you, but it simply won't
affect my opinion of you, save maybe giving me a bit more respect for
you--you are still surviving. But what I care about is right now, with you.
So don't feel guilty about what you think you can't do for me, or can't give
me. It's not necessary."
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom pulled back, eyes shining, nose red and skin patchy after
crying. "I just...for you...I want to do what you ask of me...that's
all." He frowned a little, thinking about his own words, of
Viggo's. "And I love the way that you see me, see past all I think I
am to what's beneath..." He leant in and pressed a tiny kiss to
Viggo's lips. "I just hope I can see it too...I'm trying Viggo..."
_+_+_+_+_+
"I know you are," Viggo said, running gentle fingers over Dom's lips. "And
you may want to do what I want you to, but you have to do what you want to
first. So no feeling badly. Maybe some other time, you'll feel your ready
to do that for me, and if not--that's fine too. It's alright, Dominic."
Placing a gentle kiss at the corner of Dominic's mouth, Viggo continued to
hold him, intended to do it until Dominic was ready for something
else--whether it be sex or simply curling up to go to sleep.
_+_+_+_+_+
The soft words finally calmed him, finally found a way through his
mixed up mind and settled him as he moved slightly in
Viggo's arms, made himself comfortable. His mouth slipped a little,
kiss on corner of mouth moving full onto them, he let his eyes drop
closed, let his arms press flat palms onto Viggo's chest, feeling the
strong heart beat and pushed his head up a little, deepening the kiss.
_+_+_+_+_+
When Dominic returned the kiss as he did, Viggo simply held him tighter,
letting the young man sort of lead what was going on now, finally laying
back so that Dominic was atop him. He ran his hands down the young man's
back, but did not attempt to slip beneath shirt, simply caressing--down,
then back up, in soothing patterns. The kiss was deep but lazy, slow and
very sensual. Viggo liked kissing like this--kissing like you had all the
time in the world.
tbc...