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Being one with Nature, 28/35, Dom/Viggo, R
Title: Being one with Nature 28/35
Author: Nixxie + Gypsy
Pairing: Dom/Viggo
Rating: R
Archive: Beyond the Fellowship and http://www.livejournal.com/users/nixxie_/
E-mail addresses for feedback: nitika754a@yahoo.com + kejazofi@wolfenet.com
Disclaimers: Not ours. Simple as that! The fact that we wish they were is beside the point!
Warnings: Real Person Slash - meaning these are based on real people, whether they really do this stuff is not known by us.
"Oh no you don't," Viggo commented, grabbing his arm and pulling him back,
pushing him gently against the counter, though he was still seated. He
looked up at Dom's face, though the young man wasn't so much willing to meet
his eyes right now. "When you say things, you're going to stick around and
deal with their consequences, not go running off so you don't have to face
it. You understand? That's all I require of you--be honest with me, with
yourself and take responsibility for what you do."
Viggo still had his hands on Dom's arms, giving them a gentle squeeze.
"Look at me, Dominic, please?"
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom kept his eyes down whilst Viggo was talking, toes twitching on
the cold floor, feeling the counter digging into his back slightly.
He knew he'd fucked up, knew Viggo could never want all that
emotional crap just dumped on him like that, regretted he said it.
But he didn't regret it really...not one bit. He meant it. With all
his battered and scarred heart.
And the reassuring squeeze on his arms calmed him, his heart skipped a
little in his chest as he looked back up at Viggo hopefully. //Maybe I
haven't fucked up after all.//
_+_+_+_+_+
"Love's not a bad thing, Dominic," Viggo said gently, holding Dominic's
gaze. Rising from the chair, he took Dom's face into his hands and with
gentle pressure insured he would turn his head away. "Nor admitting how you
feel. I care about you a lot, I've realised that these past few days. And
I think I will grow to love you like you want and deserve in return. You'll
just have to give me time. I won't say the words to you unless they are
true, you deserve better than that."
Leaning down, he kissed Dom's lips lightly before pulling back again.
"I'm not just fucking you. I didn't open my home to you simply because
you're good in bed. Is that enough right now? Because it's all I can give
and stay truthful with you."
_+_+_+_+_+
It was as if a light suddenly shined on behind Dom's eyes, they
sparkled and glowed, those words were more than enough. More than
he'd ever been given before. He blinked rapidly, eyes glistening.
That this Man...this...Viggo had said he could grow to love him. Him,
Dominic, the worthless piece of set screw from England, the bit
of rough who had been virtually prostituted for parts and more, that
someone cared for him.
It was all too much.
A glistening drop shimmered and fell from one eye, closely followed
by the other. Bottom lip trembling as he spoke.
"Oh, it's enough...it's more than enough...more than anyone's ever
given me before..." He took a breath, "I'm sorry I was going to run,
sorry I couldn't deal with this but...but I thought you could
never...not with someone like me..."
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo wiped the tears away with gentle fingers, leading Dominic from the
kitchen into the living room and sitting him down on the couch, still
rubbing his face gently.
"Shh," he soothed. "Don't cry. Anyone who has ever made you feel like
nothing was wrong. Don't believe those little voices that whisper to you
Dominic. I'm not better than you...what do you mean by 'someone like me'
because it's bullshit." Letting his hand slide to the back of Dominic's
neck, gripping but not roughly. "Look at me, no running. You tell me
what's going on in that head of yours before you go trying to run out the
door. I care about how you feel, whether you're warming my bed or not.
Okay?"
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom felt himself leaning into the touch on his cheek, the lonesome
tears being rubbed away by care. His eyes were drawn to Viggo's, he
couldn't drop the gaze. Everything he ever desired was in those eyes.
And he finally realised that he would have a chance to take it. To
become more than he was.
"It's hard not to listen, Viggo. They've been there for so long. Too long.
And you may think I'm worth more than I've been told. But I
guess it's going to take some time till I ever think that." He looked
up to Viggo, quiet desperation in his eyes. "I won't try to run again. Not
from you. And I'll try to...try to...to.." he sobbed, eyes streaming
again, anxiety mixing with apprehension but all being tempered with
love. "Please...just hold me......"
_+_+_+_+_+
"I know it won't happen overnight, but as long as you don't run, it can be
dealt with--I'll help you," Viggo said, drawing the crying young man into
his arms and stroking his hair, holding him as he requested--though Dom
wouldn't have had to ask.
For a long time, Viggo simply held Dominic, content to stay like that as
long as he wanted or needed, quite comfortable.
"You're special, whether you think it or not," Viggo whispered, stroking
Dominic's hair gently.
_+_+_+_+_+
Countless built up tears fled Dom's body, he'd cried more these last
few days than ever before in his life. Even when at his lowest,
battered and bruised he had not cried. He had tried to fight. But
now, safe in the enveloping circle of Viggo's arms he felt he could
just be vulnerable, be childlike for a moment and cry, cry it all away.
"You think I'm special," he mumbled into Viggo's chest, just loving
the calming feel of it. "That's all that matters to me at the moment,
just never let me forget that."
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo smiled to himself.
"Don't worry," he murmured. Finally, he pulled away though, holding Dom's
face in his hands, looking into his eyes. "I won't...."
Rubbing his fingers gently over the young man's tear streaked face, his
smile was still gentle and loving.
"Now, why don't you finish eating, my little hobbit?"
_+_+_+_+_+
"I don't think I'm hungry any more.....and that's a first!" Dom
smiled at Viggo, troubled heart cheered by the looks he was getting
from the man in front of him. "I know I just had a shower earlier and
all...but can I have a bath? A nice hot soak will clear my head I
think. And maybe a nice stiff drink." His normal cheeky grin tried to
return, only marred slightly by the red eyes and tear tracks. "And I
was hoping you could rub my back?" He looked up hopefully.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Of course," Viggo said. "You go have a nice, hot bath and I'll have a
drink and backrub waiting for you when you get out."
He leaned forward to kiss Dom's lips lightly. Viggo would be more than glad
to join him, but was going to give the young man the spaced he needed to if
that was what he desired.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Oh...I was thinking maybe you might...um. Join me?" Dom looked up,
attempted grin fading into a becoming smile. He didn't really want to be alone.
Not now, not yet. And Viggo's company, he was finding out, was the
best in the world. No matter what they were doing.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Well, that can definitely be arranged as well," Viggo agreed. "Let me make
our drinks now, then we can go on up."
Kissing Dom again lightly, Viggo stood and moved over to the cabinet that
held the alcohol, making two very stiff drinks, before moving back over and
offering a drink, then his hand to Dominic. Viggo
then leads the young man upstairs, ready to pamper him a bit.
"Now, you just stand still and I'll draw us a bath...."
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom stood sipping his drink, just taking in everything about this man,
this new lover of his. The way he moved and the way he held himself.
Viggo moved so gracefully, but like he belonged, and not just because
it was his own home, that was the way he always was.
He played with the drawstring on his pants, nerves taking over again
as he had nothing to do whilst the water flowed and Viggo added stuff
to the water. The drink was powerful enough to sting his throat as it
slid down, his mind idly turned to other things sliding down his
throat and his groin started to ache a little.
//Christ! I think I'm going to be in a perpetual state of horniness
around this guy now that I know how he can make me feel.//
He looked up as Viggo returned to him, blinking slightly in the now
mist filled room.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo had added some bath salts to the water, something sweet smelling but
that would also soothe Dom's 'injuries'.
"Something wrong?" he asked, noting the look on the young man's face. "I'll
need to take those bandages off, we'll have to rewrap your wrists after
we're done in here."
Quickly stripping off his sweat pants, with a smile, Viggo reached out and
started to undo the drawstring of Dominic's pants.
_+_+_+_+_+
"No." Dominic smiled, looking down at the hands tugging at the
strings on his pants. "Everything's right. Everything's just perfect."
He reached one hand up to cup the side of Viggo's face, thumb rubbing
on the stubbly half beard of Aragorn. And sweetly smiling he leant in and placed a lingering kiss on the man's lips.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo returned the kiss, pressing it a bit deeper for a moment, hands
stilling on the drawstring as he did so, coming to rest on the young
man's hips.
_+_+_+_+_+
As he pulled back the smile remained. His breathing was calm and
even. He truly felt at ease.
And he held his hands out, back of wrists uppermost, for him to take
off the bandages.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Hmm," Viggo said with a smile, taking Dom's right wrist into his
hand and gently undoing the bandages, before repeating the
process. "Alright, now the pants...."
Undoing the draw string, Viggo pushed the flannels from Dominic's
hips, accidentally --or perhaps not--brushing against the young man's
cock as he pulled them all the way down, smiling up at Dominic.
_+_+_+_+_+
A small noise from the back of Dom's throat startled him slightly
back to his senses. He was unaware of having made it really, till he
heard it. It sounded like want. But a feral want, not something
Dominic had felt before.
_+_+_+_+_+
The sound that Dom made was enough to make Viggo hard, if he wasn't
already half hard. It was so...wanton, almost animalistic.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Cock tease!" He managed to get out, looking down at Viggo, the sight
of him, there, on his knees in front of him, looking up, smiling. It
was enough to make him hard in seconds, a blush coming onto his
cheeks and spreading down his neck and chest. //Hardly a touch and
he's got to me. Got me thinking bad thoughts. Got me thinking of what
it would be like to hold his head still and fuck his mouth. Oh God!//
_+_+_+_+_+
"I could *show* you a cock tease," Viggo said with a mischievous
glint in his eye. "But I'm not really in the mood for that...and I
don't think you are either..."
tbc...
Author: Nixxie + Gypsy
Pairing: Dom/Viggo
Rating: R
Archive: Beyond the Fellowship and http://www.livejournal.com/users/nixxie_/
E-mail addresses for feedback: nitika754a@yahoo.com + kejazofi@wolfenet.com
Disclaimers: Not ours. Simple as that! The fact that we wish they were is beside the point!
Warnings: Real Person Slash - meaning these are based on real people, whether they really do this stuff is not known by us.
"Oh no you don't," Viggo commented, grabbing his arm and pulling him back,
pushing him gently against the counter, though he was still seated. He
looked up at Dom's face, though the young man wasn't so much willing to meet
his eyes right now. "When you say things, you're going to stick around and
deal with their consequences, not go running off so you don't have to face
it. You understand? That's all I require of you--be honest with me, with
yourself and take responsibility for what you do."
Viggo still had his hands on Dom's arms, giving them a gentle squeeze.
"Look at me, Dominic, please?"
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom kept his eyes down whilst Viggo was talking, toes twitching on
the cold floor, feeling the counter digging into his back slightly.
He knew he'd fucked up, knew Viggo could never want all that
emotional crap just dumped on him like that, regretted he said it.
But he didn't regret it really...not one bit. He meant it. With all
his battered and scarred heart.
And the reassuring squeeze on his arms calmed him, his heart skipped a
little in his chest as he looked back up at Viggo hopefully. //Maybe I
haven't fucked up after all.//
_+_+_+_+_+
"Love's not a bad thing, Dominic," Viggo said gently, holding Dominic's
gaze. Rising from the chair, he took Dom's face into his hands and with
gentle pressure insured he would turn his head away. "Nor admitting how you
feel. I care about you a lot, I've realised that these past few days. And
I think I will grow to love you like you want and deserve in return. You'll
just have to give me time. I won't say the words to you unless they are
true, you deserve better than that."
Leaning down, he kissed Dom's lips lightly before pulling back again.
"I'm not just fucking you. I didn't open my home to you simply because
you're good in bed. Is that enough right now? Because it's all I can give
and stay truthful with you."
_+_+_+_+_+
It was as if a light suddenly shined on behind Dom's eyes, they
sparkled and glowed, those words were more than enough. More than
he'd ever been given before. He blinked rapidly, eyes glistening.
That this Man...this...Viggo had said he could grow to love him. Him,
Dominic, the worthless piece of set screw from England, the bit
of rough who had been virtually prostituted for parts and more, that
someone cared for him.
It was all too much.
A glistening drop shimmered and fell from one eye, closely followed
by the other. Bottom lip trembling as he spoke.
"Oh, it's enough...it's more than enough...more than anyone's ever
given me before..." He took a breath, "I'm sorry I was going to run,
sorry I couldn't deal with this but...but I thought you could
never...not with someone like me..."
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo wiped the tears away with gentle fingers, leading Dominic from the
kitchen into the living room and sitting him down on the couch, still
rubbing his face gently.
"Shh," he soothed. "Don't cry. Anyone who has ever made you feel like
nothing was wrong. Don't believe those little voices that whisper to you
Dominic. I'm not better than you...what do you mean by 'someone like me'
because it's bullshit." Letting his hand slide to the back of Dominic's
neck, gripping but not roughly. "Look at me, no running. You tell me
what's going on in that head of yours before you go trying to run out the
door. I care about how you feel, whether you're warming my bed or not.
Okay?"
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom felt himself leaning into the touch on his cheek, the lonesome
tears being rubbed away by care. His eyes were drawn to Viggo's, he
couldn't drop the gaze. Everything he ever desired was in those eyes.
And he finally realised that he would have a chance to take it. To
become more than he was.
"It's hard not to listen, Viggo. They've been there for so long. Too long.
And you may think I'm worth more than I've been told. But I
guess it's going to take some time till I ever think that." He looked
up to Viggo, quiet desperation in his eyes. "I won't try to run again. Not
from you. And I'll try to...try to...to.." he sobbed, eyes streaming
again, anxiety mixing with apprehension but all being tempered with
love. "Please...just hold me......"
_+_+_+_+_+
"I know it won't happen overnight, but as long as you don't run, it can be
dealt with--I'll help you," Viggo said, drawing the crying young man into
his arms and stroking his hair, holding him as he requested--though Dom
wouldn't have had to ask.
For a long time, Viggo simply held Dominic, content to stay like that as
long as he wanted or needed, quite comfortable.
"You're special, whether you think it or not," Viggo whispered, stroking
Dominic's hair gently.
_+_+_+_+_+
Countless built up tears fled Dom's body, he'd cried more these last
few days than ever before in his life. Even when at his lowest,
battered and bruised he had not cried. He had tried to fight. But
now, safe in the enveloping circle of Viggo's arms he felt he could
just be vulnerable, be childlike for a moment and cry, cry it all away.
"You think I'm special," he mumbled into Viggo's chest, just loving
the calming feel of it. "That's all that matters to me at the moment,
just never let me forget that."
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo smiled to himself.
"Don't worry," he murmured. Finally, he pulled away though, holding Dom's
face in his hands, looking into his eyes. "I won't...."
Rubbing his fingers gently over the young man's tear streaked face, his
smile was still gentle and loving.
"Now, why don't you finish eating, my little hobbit?"
_+_+_+_+_+
"I don't think I'm hungry any more.....and that's a first!" Dom
smiled at Viggo, troubled heart cheered by the looks he was getting
from the man in front of him. "I know I just had a shower earlier and
all...but can I have a bath? A nice hot soak will clear my head I
think. And maybe a nice stiff drink." His normal cheeky grin tried to
return, only marred slightly by the red eyes and tear tracks. "And I
was hoping you could rub my back?" He looked up hopefully.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Of course," Viggo said. "You go have a nice, hot bath and I'll have a
drink and backrub waiting for you when you get out."
He leaned forward to kiss Dom's lips lightly. Viggo would be more than glad
to join him, but was going to give the young man the spaced he needed to if
that was what he desired.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Oh...I was thinking maybe you might...um. Join me?" Dom looked up,
attempted grin fading into a becoming smile. He didn't really want to be alone.
Not now, not yet. And Viggo's company, he was finding out, was the
best in the world. No matter what they were doing.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Well, that can definitely be arranged as well," Viggo agreed. "Let me make
our drinks now, then we can go on up."
Kissing Dom again lightly, Viggo stood and moved over to the cabinet that
held the alcohol, making two very stiff drinks, before moving back over and
offering a drink, then his hand to Dominic. Viggo
then leads the young man upstairs, ready to pamper him a bit.
"Now, you just stand still and I'll draw us a bath...."
_+_+_+_+_+
Dom stood sipping his drink, just taking in everything about this man,
this new lover of his. The way he moved and the way he held himself.
Viggo moved so gracefully, but like he belonged, and not just because
it was his own home, that was the way he always was.
He played with the drawstring on his pants, nerves taking over again
as he had nothing to do whilst the water flowed and Viggo added stuff
to the water. The drink was powerful enough to sting his throat as it
slid down, his mind idly turned to other things sliding down his
throat and his groin started to ache a little.
//Christ! I think I'm going to be in a perpetual state of horniness
around this guy now that I know how he can make me feel.//
He looked up as Viggo returned to him, blinking slightly in the now
mist filled room.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo had added some bath salts to the water, something sweet smelling but
that would also soothe Dom's 'injuries'.
"Something wrong?" he asked, noting the look on the young man's face. "I'll
need to take those bandages off, we'll have to rewrap your wrists after
we're done in here."
Quickly stripping off his sweat pants, with a smile, Viggo reached out and
started to undo the drawstring of Dominic's pants.
_+_+_+_+_+
"No." Dominic smiled, looking down at the hands tugging at the
strings on his pants. "Everything's right. Everything's just perfect."
He reached one hand up to cup the side of Viggo's face, thumb rubbing
on the stubbly half beard of Aragorn. And sweetly smiling he leant in and placed a lingering kiss on the man's lips.
_+_+_+_+_+
Viggo returned the kiss, pressing it a bit deeper for a moment, hands
stilling on the drawstring as he did so, coming to rest on the young
man's hips.
_+_+_+_+_+
As he pulled back the smile remained. His breathing was calm and
even. He truly felt at ease.
And he held his hands out, back of wrists uppermost, for him to take
off the bandages.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Hmm," Viggo said with a smile, taking Dom's right wrist into his
hand and gently undoing the bandages, before repeating the
process. "Alright, now the pants...."
Undoing the draw string, Viggo pushed the flannels from Dominic's
hips, accidentally --or perhaps not--brushing against the young man's
cock as he pulled them all the way down, smiling up at Dominic.
_+_+_+_+_+
A small noise from the back of Dom's throat startled him slightly
back to his senses. He was unaware of having made it really, till he
heard it. It sounded like want. But a feral want, not something
Dominic had felt before.
_+_+_+_+_+
The sound that Dom made was enough to make Viggo hard, if he wasn't
already half hard. It was so...wanton, almost animalistic.
_+_+_+_+_+
"Cock tease!" He managed to get out, looking down at Viggo, the sight
of him, there, on his knees in front of him, looking up, smiling. It
was enough to make him hard in seconds, a blush coming onto his
cheeks and spreading down his neck and chest. //Hardly a touch and
he's got to me. Got me thinking bad thoughts. Got me thinking of what
it would be like to hold his head still and fuck his mouth. Oh God!//
_+_+_+_+_+
"I could *show* you a cock tease," Viggo said with a mischievous
glint in his eye. "But I'm not really in the mood for that...and I
don't think you are either..."
tbc...