fellowshippers | RPS Fic, His Eyes, Elijah/Orlando, NC17 1/1

(Slightly re-worked, first time posting on LJ)

Title: His Eyes
Author: Nixxie
Pairing: Elijah/Orlando
Rating: NC17
E-mail address for feedback: nix@nixxie.co.uk
Disclaimers: Anyone reading this must be aware that I have no idea what
these two people are really like, this is all from my lurid imagination
Brief Summary: Lij decides it's time for him to take a step towards Orli
Warnings: Male on Male sex n stuff if that kinda thing doesn't rock your
boat please don't read any further, if like me however you have a dirty
mind then read on.
Authors note: Thanks to Caz for the beta

(This was my first ever fic, so please go easy on it!)

I can feel his eyes on me still.

I'm sitting here, reading through my script, trying to keep out of everyone's way, trying to slip into the background so no one notices.

But he's still watching me.

His eyes pick me out from the crowd with un-nerving accuracy; I can feel them drill into the back of my head whilst I'm trying to concentrate on my lines.

And yet I can feel his eyes on me still.

My eyes blur, not focusing on the page, trying to still my uneven breath, trying to slow my beating heart.

It's different for him, granted he's only a few years older than me...but he's so much more worldly wise. For him it's different, he thinks the world revolves around him...and in a way he's right! If someone in one of the bars we regularly visit got this treatment they'd be all over him already.

But can I?

Can I take that step? I know he's waiting...that's why he just watches, waiting, hoping. Whilst I sit here trying to act as if I don't know, don't care.

But can I?

I blink as an unwanted tear drips from my eye, I brush it away, hoping no one noticed.

But he did.

He looks on as I close my eyes, trying to make up my mind, can I really be that daring I wonder? He watches me get up, put the script on the seat and take a few hesitant steps.

And then I look at him.

He blinks, unsure of my attention, does he think he's been secret? Not thought I'd noticed him?

I keep my stare steady as I move towards his chair, meeting him, eye for eye. I keep walking towards him, smiling slightly as I can see him swallowing, not knowing what to do with his ever twitching hands.

I stop in front of his chair, take the book he was pretending to read from his hands, put it down on a nearby trestle, take his hand in mine and lead him away from the busy people and cameras. I'm sure people look as we walk past but they'll put it down to another one of our foolish pranks or some-such.

I finally pull him to a stop behind a tree where I'm hoping we can stay unnoticed. I push him against the trunk and stand facing him. Again I look up into his eyes, and this time I see no question there, just acceptance.

I trace my fingers down the side of his face, marvelling at how silky his skin is, he groans and leans back into the tree. I take a deep breath to get my nerve up and softly say.

"I've never done this before.... um...with a man I mean" I keep eye contact with him and I'm surprised to feel his breath hitch slightly as his pupils dilate from wanting me.

"Then let me show you how," He sighs as he pulls my face towards his.

I lean into him and close my eyes as our lips meet tenderly.

Our breathing increases as the kiss becomes less tender and more needy, our bodies push together and I can feel his erection growing through his suede leggings, his tongue is dancing over mine, pushing into the depths of my mouth, running over my tongue and teeth. I venture my own tongue out, pushing past his, daring to let him suck on it. He does so hungrily, my own erection is now straining against my pants. He pulls back, leaning his head against the trunk.

"Christ! Wardrobe will have a fit if we go back to them with dodgy stains all over the insides of our trousers!"

"Then how can we...I mean?" I falter daring to hope.

He reacts by grinning broadly and reaching down to the buttons on my trousers, pulling them apart till he can reach inside and pull out my hardened cock, it feels cold against the air and I let a hissing sound escape from between my lips. I look again into his eyes and reach tentatively towards the lacings on his leggings fumbling from nerves as I undo them. He says nothing but lets me release his straining cock, sighing slightly as my hand encircles it and pulls it towards mine.

Unsure of what to do next I let him pull me back towards him so our cocks touch. It feels so hard and yet smooth. My eyes close by themselves as I feel him rubbing our cocks together. I think I've gone to heaven it feels so good, he holds both of them close together, wraps my hand around them on one side and his on the other. My other hand I rest against his hip, holding my self up as I can feel my knees trembling too much. He puts his other hand round my waist to support me and then starts moving his hand on our cocks.

I move my hand with his, the strokes getting faster, if I thought I was in heaven earlier then I've officially died now! The pace gets faster and our breathing heavier, I want to kiss him again so I turn my head upwards once more to be greeted by his lips crashing into mine, I can feel the tension in my balls increase and I'm not too sure how much more of this I can take as he groans into my mouth and I feel him start to cum.

I can feel his cock pulse as milky fluid escapes into our hands and it's enough to pull me over the edge with him. I cry out slightly and release myself too, coming in short sharp bursts. We continue to rub ourselves together till the spasms subside.

Our kiss becomes tender again as we both come down off the emotional roller coaster. He reaches down to the hem of his grey cloak wiping his hand on it and motioning me to do the same.

"It's that covered in mud they'll never notice!" He explains and he pulls me back in for one more tender kiss, we both put our now softened cocks away and put our clothing back to normal.

"Can we do this again? ...I mean...are we...?" I venture uncertainly, hoping that now I'd taken that first step he'd let us take more together.

"Elijah I can't imagine not doing this again! But next time I want to show you more" He smiled as I ginned inanely up at him "And in more comfortable surroundings!"

"Orlando..." I began but was uncertain of what to say next "Race you back!" I finished starting to run back to where the cameras are staring up once more.

We both make it back just before they start sending out search parties for us.

As I stood on my mark waiting for the cameras to start rolling I could feel his eyes on me once again...and it felt like heaven!

~The End~