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“But I‘m not Gay!”
Title: But I'm Not Gay! (2/?)
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bluelillie Lillie.
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: OB/EW
Disclaimer: Nothing is true!
Warning: ---
Beta:hobbit_eluned
Summary: Orlando is having dreams. Elijah is having problems. Put them both in one place, read and find out what happens!
Feedback: Yes, Please. It’s my first Fic here!
First chapter
Hello,
Here comes my 2nd chapter! Sorry it took ages!
Lillie
“What’s that for?” Orlando asked trying his best to act like he didn’t know why Elijah slapped him, his cheek red as tomato.
Elijah was looking at Orlando in disbelieve. “What’s that for! What’s that for? Orli, you just kissed me and you….” he trailed off, tears already stained his face.
Orlando acted like he was shocked. “I did what! No way, that’s impossible!”
“Fuck, Orli, I wouldn’t lie to you about something like this,” Elijah said wiping more tears of his cheeks.
“I’m sorry man. I guess I didn’t see you, I was dreaming! I’m sorry,” Orlando tried to say, when he saw that his friend finding it difficult to believe.
“I think you should sleep,” Elijah said before leaving the room quickly.
‘What was he doing in my room?’ Orlando thought before jumping of his bed and ran to where Elijah room was. “Lij…” Orlando called as he entered Elijah bedroom. Elijah was laid on his bed sobbing hard into his pillow. “I said I was dreaming, I swear Lij, I didn’t know. I’m really sorry,” Orlando said as he sat next to Elijah’s body. Elijah shifted a bit. “Come on Elijah, how many times I have to apologize?” Orlando asked.
Elijah moved and sat up. “I- I’m already fucked up Orli, please don’t make it worse,” Elijah said.
“I told you kid, the room was dark and I thought I was dreaming, what were you doing in my room anyway?” Orlando asked.
“Y- you were yelling and I thought you were hurting or something. I- I wanted to check on you that’s all. You were dreaming, right?” Elijah said still teary and confused.
“Oh God come here” Orlando said hugging Elijah. Orlando felt Elijah heart bounding in his chest. “Yes I was. Actually it was a nightmare!” Orlando said as he felt Elijah’s tears roll down his back. They both were shirtless, Elijah body felt warm around Orlando’s.
“Shush kid, everything is ok now, alright?” Orlando said trying to comfort Elijah. Elijah just nodded and after a while Orlando felt that little kid’s heartbeat return back to normal, so he assumed that he fell back to sleep. He was right, and when he laid Elijah back on his bed he was already snoring softly. Smiling, Orlando stared at Elijah. He looked really angelic. ‘How could I dream such dreams about this innocent child,’ Orlando thought to himself.
He sighed and kissed Elijah’s forehead making Elijah moan softly, “Amy…” Orlando sighed once again and tucked Elijah in. Elijah is still in love with his ex. He always has something to love about his exes even if he was the reason of the break up. He always has something nice to say about them. He walked out of Elijah’s room, ‘I hope he feels ok in the morning,’ Orlando thought before walking back to his bedroom.
***
In the morning, Elijah woke up with a headache. Last night events came running back into his head. ‘What kind of dreams was Orli having?’ he thought. Elijah started to remember how Orlando held him close to him; the older mans lips pressed on his own. Unshaved mouth, crushing into a shaven one. Elijah’s heart started to beat harder and he shuddered in disgust. It was weird. ‘I am glad he was only dreaming,’ he thought again.
After having a quick shower Elijah decided he wanted to speak to Amy, his ex. He looked at the table clock and saw that it was early enough. Elijah then dialed her number from the landline phone. After couple of rings came Amy’s voice. It was an irritated, “Hello?”
“Hello?? I can't hear you,” she said, but Elijah kept silent “Is that you, Elijah?” Elijah was now startled he didn’t expect this. “Elijah what do you want?” She hissed.
“Amy who is calling you at this time, come back here babe. I feel lonely.” Elijah eyes grew wide when he heard that his Amy was in bed with another man. His eyes quickly became full with tears, and quickly ended the call.
Throwing the phone to the floor Elijah ran out of his bedroom to the kitchen downstairs. He stumbled to find where Orlando kept all his medicine, few minutes later he found them. Holding the sleeping pills case he opened it slowly. No reason to live now if Amy had already moved on with her life just two days from their break up. How did she fool him? He thought that she loved him. Elijah spilled a lot of tablets into his palm. Looking at them with his teary eyes, Elijah started to think if this would affect her when she learned that Elijah killed himself because of her…
“Noooooo…” Elijah was suddenly pushed to the marbled floor and he fell painfully. It was Orlando!
“Shit, man, what’s wrong with you?” Elijah asked trying to push Orlando off of him.
“I won’t let you do it, I won’t,” Orlando said as he tried to release the pills from Elijah’s palm. Elijah soon gave up and dropped the pills to the floor, pushing Orlando off of him they both sat on the floor panting. “I knew you won’t be ok after what happened last night, I just knew it,” Orlando said gaining back his breath.
“Oh please, Orli. I don’t even remember it,” Elijah lied trying to avoid talking about it.
“Oh…” Orlando said as his gaze where now fixed on his fingers.
“Haha! Its ok mate, keep it cool” Elijah said his voice quivering a bit.
Orlando didn’t know why he was disappointed. Even though he only remembered the kiss vaguely, he felt something deep inside of him. Suddenly Elijah stood up and stuck an arm out to help Orlando up.
“Are you planning on spending the whole day here?” Elijah asked and Orlando then held his hand and then he was pulled up standing. They both had breakfast and walked back to the living room.
“So tell me now, why did you want the pills?” Orlando asked out of curiosity.
“Its Amy…” Elijah said. “Sh- she is… I called her and some one was with her, a man,” he added wincing as he said the last word.
“Oh no, Lij are you feeling ok?” Orlando asked.
“Yeah, I figured that there is no point in killing myself for her, she’s not worth it,” Elijah said. Orlando was kind of relieved that Elijah is starting to hate Amy.
“So you wont be here stuck at home now that you know she’s not worth it, right?” Orlando asked causally.
“Yeah, you’re right,” Elijah said, smiling a bit. Even thought Orlando didn’t believe that look, he went through with it.
***
That evening Orlando and Elijah got dressed and went straight to the first night club that pooped into Orlando’s head. “It’s kinda new. You’ll love it,” Orlando said smiling widely at Elijah.
“Ok,” was Elijah silent reply. Then they both walked to the car.
***
The club was so nosey. They both walked into the crowded room and found themselves a booth to settle down in. “I’ll go get the drinks,” Elijah said and Orlando just nodded.
After having a couple of drinks each, Elijah went again to get some more, shots this time. As he ordered the drinks and sat on the stool waiting for them to be ready, he was surprised to see Amy dancing at the dance floor. She looked so gorgeous dancing and having fun, her blond hair flying around and her hips moving to the music. Elijah wanted to approach her, but saw a man grinding up to her. His hands were on her waist and her head was resting on the man’s chest. Her blond her let down over her shoulders, he really wanted to run his fingers through it. He wasn’t drunk yet, but his hands were itching, he wanted to hold her close to him and whisper sweet nothings into her ears.
Elijah couldn’t figure out how he eventually got behind Amy. Her new boyfriend was nowhere to be seen now. She was dancing sensually to the beat of the music and Elijah wasn’t able to focus on what he was doing. It seemed as if his body has a mind of its on. His hand reached Amy’s body and enveloped her, making her press on him hard.
“I missed you” he said quietly. Amy’s eyes widened as the realization of whom it was this person hit her. She tried to pull away but she couldn’t.
“Elijah we are over. I’m here with my boyfriend,” she said her voice was a bit shaky. Elijah didn’t care of what Amy was saying, his hands started to roam over her body.
“How can you do this to me Amy? Just two days ago you were mine.” One hand snaked inside her shirt and the other under her skirt, between her thighs. Amy gasped as the pressure on her core was strong.
“Stop it,” she moaned. The hand under her shirt found her covered nipple and pinched it roughly. She moaned again and arched her back.
“You want me don’t you?” Elijah said. “You can't get enough of me, say it.” Amy was panting now. Elijah was right; she couldn't have enough of him, never. She knew that Elijah was trying to prove to her that she was wrong and that she would have to go back to him, but she was not losing it.
Orlando, on the other hand, was staring at Elijah and he couldn’t believe what he was doing to that poor girl. She was blushing badly at the exposure she was in. Suddenly Orlando’s gaze was changed onto an angry man, trying his best to get to the dance floor, but it was difficult as lots of people happened to be on that side. Orlando tried to figure out who the angry man was, and as soon as Orlando followed his gaze and knew that Elijah will be in deep shit if he didn’t get out of the place real soon.
Orlando jumped from his seat to where Elijah was in a blink. Pulling Elijah away from the girl, “Lij, we should leave NOW!” Orlando yelled the last word.
“Fuck off Orlando, don’t you see I am busy,” Elijah replied.
“No shit. Look, if you don’t come with me then you will be domed.” Orlando said as he pointed at the angry man.
“Oh shit!” Elijah said as he pushed Amy away from him. Both he and Orlando ran out of the place soon into their car.
***
“Oh fuck, I was enjoying that,” Elijah said.
“What the fuck were you doing?” Orlando asked when they were in the main road.
“That was Amy,” Elijah said smiling a bit. Orlando didn’t see Amy before because he was away acting.
“Didn’t you say she, oh so that man was her boyfriend?” asked Orlando. Elijah just nodded. “And you went there and fucked her on the dance floor?”
“I didn’t fuck her,” Elijah said.
“But your intentions were?” Orlando asked again.
“I wanted to make sure of something. I’m glad I did what I did ’cause now I know that she still can't pull away from my touch, that she still gets wet from my hand just touching her softly.”
Orlando snorted, “Oh please.”
“You know what, Orli, I pity you. I pity how you don’t have a steady girlfriend that you can love and pleasure any time you want. I pity that you think one night stands are just enough for your needs…” Elijah trailed off.
“Oh, Lij, you have to grow up kid. You don’t understand me at all,” Orlando said sarcastically. The words that Elijah said had hurt him, they were harsh, but Orlando didn’t want to show that he was upset or sad so he laughed it up.
***
When they arrived at Orlando’s home they both walked into the living room. Suddenly Orlando said that he wanted to sleep early tonight and turned away.
“Orli…” Elijah said as he got hold of Orlando’s right wrist. “Are you mad at me?” Elijah asked, “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to be rude.”
“It’s ok Lij, don’t worry about it,” Orlando said.
“Ok so... will you stay with me? I want to watch a movie,” he said smiling a bit. “We can get some beer and watch a movie of your choice!” Elijah was trying his best to lift Orlando’s sprit up. He didn’t mean to hurt him; it just came out before he thought it over in his mind.
“Just let me have a shower and change first and I’ll be back soon,” said Orlando.
“Sure, me too,” said Elijah.
“Cool,” Orlando answered.
After an hour and a half, Orlando was just about wasted. Elijah just drank one beer and Orlando had God knows how much!
Elijah was seated on the floor, concentrating on the last bit of the movie. It was the first time that he watched that movie and he thought that it was an interesting one. Suddenly Orlando whispered something. “Shush man, this is the best bit,” Elijah said not taking his eyes from the screen.
After a while Orlando said something inaudible again but this time he was panting. “What the…” Elijah was surprised when he turned his head and saw Orlando. He was asleep on the sofa behind him, his hand on his crotch tugging on it slowly.
“God… yes that’s it… Harder... ah!” Elijah was about to laugh as he was watching Orlando having a sex dream. All of a sudden Elijah mouth dropped open in shock then suddenly Orlando yelled, “Yes YES, Elijah, faster…” but Orlando didn’t stir up. Elijah backed away quickly he felt sick; Orlando was still stroking himself and moaning quietly.
Elijah felt confused, he suddenly remembered last night when he heard Orlando yelling in his room and then the kiss. Without realizing Elijah walked to Orlando trying his best to wake him up. He couldn’t hear this shit anymore and he couldn't look at Orlando like that any longer “Orli, wake up. What the fuck are you doing?” Elijah said moving Orlando’s shoulders.
After few pushes Orlando woke up. “Oh no, not again” Elijah said when he saw pure desire and lust in Orlando’s brown dark eyes. Orlando got hold of Elijah’s arms and he pinned him on the sofa. “Get off of me! Get off of me Orlando, you’re dreaming!” Elijah yelled.
“I want you... God, Lij, you are so beautiful” Orlando whispered licking his lips before leaning closer to Elijah. Elijah turned his face away and Orlando kissed the hot pale flesh of Elijah’s neck, nibbling on it quite forcibly.
“Stop it, please Orli, stop it!” Elijah cried making Orlando pull away a bit. Realizing what had he done Orlando started to stutter.
“E- Elijah what’s going on? Are you ok? I - God I don’t know what’s got into me…” Orlando was cut short when Elijah answered him.
“I know, you SICK person. You were having sex dreams.” Orlando eyes shot open.
‘Oh no, I shouldn’t have slept here Orlando thought. Elijah was still laid on his back on the sofa shaking his hand covering were Orlando bit him.
“I thought we are friends man, why do you have these fucking sick dreams, about ME?” Elijah asked. Orlando didn’t know what to say. “Why? Why huh? Tell me!” Elijah pressed, “I have to know!” Orlando shifted on his seat. Trying his best to block what Elijah was saying, but he couldn’t.
After 10 minutes of Elijah crying and questioning he got the picture, Orlando wouldn’t speak. “I can’t stay here any longer, I gotta leave,” Elijah said standing.
“Lij, no. You can’t go now. It’s too late” Orlando said.
“Yea…like you care.”
“I do! I do care Lij you- you know that, why do you think I let you stay with me?” Orlando tried his best to convince the little one.
“No, I don’t know anything Orli, you didn’t see yourself when you were asleep and when I woke you up. I did, and look what you did to me,” Elijah shuddered a bit and sat up showing Orlando what the bite did to his neck. He gave him a love bite. The older guy’s eyes were glued on the younger mans neck. He gave him that. It couldn’t have been a dream. There is evidence this time that Orlando tried something on Elijah.
Wiping his tears Elijah asked, “Are you gay?”
“Fuck you Elijah!” Orlando spat, surprised at Elijah’s question.
“So what’s your problem? You like dreaming about fucking men?”
“Damn it, Lij, can you just shut up?”
“No, I can't, I must know. I must if I will be staying here. If in two nights you kissed me and bitten me what will happen tomorrow, shag me?!” Elijah yelled.
“Please shut up, Lij, shut up!” Orlando pleaded.
“Tell me right now and I will…” Elijah said but Orlando interrupted him.
“It’s just you. I don’t dream other men, Lij. It’s just you…” Orlando said feeling ashamed of what he was saying and not wanting to yell at the younger man anymore. Elijah was shocked again.
“What?” he asked.
“Lij I’m sorry, I swear it’s not like I like having them. It’s started around 10 days ago…” Orlando was now upset; he doesn’t like not being able to explain himself. Elijah tried to remember if they met before 10 days ago and what happened on that day. “We were at the bar that night, all of us,” Orlando told Elijah who remembered that night like it was yesterday. “I got really drunk that night! We both did,” he said.
“Did I do something stupid that night?” Elijah asked suddenly getting worried.
“Yes. Um, no, well it’s not exactly what you did; you remember that they decided that we were all going to crash in Dom’s place?” Orlando told him. “And because we were the only ones who were really drunk they throw us in the guest room. I woke up before you that day; you didn’t know that I was staring at you. You were sleep on my chest, I didn’t know why I was doing that but I couldn’t stop. You looked different to me. It felt like I was developing a crush on you. I pushed that thought away at that time but I guess, that thought got stuck in my head and I thought that I dismissed it,” Orlando explained, not looking at Elijah, but staring into his hands. Elijah didn’t say anything, he just sat there feeling disgusted.
“Elijah…” Orlando raised his eyes when there was no reply from Elijah, “Lij, please, don’t be silent…”
“Did you do something to me on that day?”
“No! I told you, Lij, I just felt like I was having a crush on you…”
“How is it possible that you have a crush on me, Orlando? You’re my best friend. Best male friends, Orlando, don’t have crushed on each other.”
“I know, I don’t feel like that anymore, it’s just the dreams.” Orlando tried to defend himself.
“No they are not just dreams anymore,” Elijah said referring to his neck.
“Come on, Elijah, it wasn’t really me, I…”
“I think you should talk to someone, and do it real soon ‘cause I don’t know how much I can take.” Elijah said before he left Orlando sitting on the sofa alone.
TBC
Author:
bluelillie Lillie.Rating: NC-17
Pairing: OB/EW
Disclaimer: Nothing is true!
Warning: ---
Beta:
hobbit_elunedSummary: Orlando is having dreams. Elijah is having problems. Put them both in one place, read and find out what happens!
Feedback: Yes, Please. It’s my first Fic here!
First chapter
Hello,
Here comes my 2nd chapter! Sorry it took ages!
Lillie
“What’s that for?” Orlando asked trying his best to act like he didn’t know why Elijah slapped him, his cheek red as tomato.
Elijah was looking at Orlando in disbelieve. “What’s that for! What’s that for? Orli, you just kissed me and you….” he trailed off, tears already stained his face.
Orlando acted like he was shocked. “I did what! No way, that’s impossible!”
“Fuck, Orli, I wouldn’t lie to you about something like this,” Elijah said wiping more tears of his cheeks.
“I’m sorry man. I guess I didn’t see you, I was dreaming! I’m sorry,” Orlando tried to say, when he saw that his friend finding it difficult to believe.
“I think you should sleep,” Elijah said before leaving the room quickly.
‘What was he doing in my room?’ Orlando thought before jumping of his bed and ran to where Elijah room was. “Lij…” Orlando called as he entered Elijah bedroom. Elijah was laid on his bed sobbing hard into his pillow. “I said I was dreaming, I swear Lij, I didn’t know. I’m really sorry,” Orlando said as he sat next to Elijah’s body. Elijah shifted a bit. “Come on Elijah, how many times I have to apologize?” Orlando asked.
Elijah moved and sat up. “I- I’m already fucked up Orli, please don’t make it worse,” Elijah said.
“I told you kid, the room was dark and I thought I was dreaming, what were you doing in my room anyway?” Orlando asked.
“Y- you were yelling and I thought you were hurting or something. I- I wanted to check on you that’s all. You were dreaming, right?” Elijah said still teary and confused.
“Oh God come here” Orlando said hugging Elijah. Orlando felt Elijah heart bounding in his chest. “Yes I was. Actually it was a nightmare!” Orlando said as he felt Elijah’s tears roll down his back. They both were shirtless, Elijah body felt warm around Orlando’s.
“Shush kid, everything is ok now, alright?” Orlando said trying to comfort Elijah. Elijah just nodded and after a while Orlando felt that little kid’s heartbeat return back to normal, so he assumed that he fell back to sleep. He was right, and when he laid Elijah back on his bed he was already snoring softly. Smiling, Orlando stared at Elijah. He looked really angelic. ‘How could I dream such dreams about this innocent child,’ Orlando thought to himself.
He sighed and kissed Elijah’s forehead making Elijah moan softly, “Amy…” Orlando sighed once again and tucked Elijah in. Elijah is still in love with his ex. He always has something to love about his exes even if he was the reason of the break up. He always has something nice to say about them. He walked out of Elijah’s room, ‘I hope he feels ok in the morning,’ Orlando thought before walking back to his bedroom.
***
In the morning, Elijah woke up with a headache. Last night events came running back into his head. ‘What kind of dreams was Orli having?’ he thought. Elijah started to remember how Orlando held him close to him; the older mans lips pressed on his own. Unshaved mouth, crushing into a shaven one. Elijah’s heart started to beat harder and he shuddered in disgust. It was weird. ‘I am glad he was only dreaming,’ he thought again.
After having a quick shower Elijah decided he wanted to speak to Amy, his ex. He looked at the table clock and saw that it was early enough. Elijah then dialed her number from the landline phone. After couple of rings came Amy’s voice. It was an irritated, “Hello?”
“Hello?? I can't hear you,” she said, but Elijah kept silent “Is that you, Elijah?” Elijah was now startled he didn’t expect this. “Elijah what do you want?” She hissed.
“Amy who is calling you at this time, come back here babe. I feel lonely.” Elijah eyes grew wide when he heard that his Amy was in bed with another man. His eyes quickly became full with tears, and quickly ended the call.
Throwing the phone to the floor Elijah ran out of his bedroom to the kitchen downstairs. He stumbled to find where Orlando kept all his medicine, few minutes later he found them. Holding the sleeping pills case he opened it slowly. No reason to live now if Amy had already moved on with her life just two days from their break up. How did she fool him? He thought that she loved him. Elijah spilled a lot of tablets into his palm. Looking at them with his teary eyes, Elijah started to think if this would affect her when she learned that Elijah killed himself because of her…
“Noooooo…” Elijah was suddenly pushed to the marbled floor and he fell painfully. It was Orlando!
“Shit, man, what’s wrong with you?” Elijah asked trying to push Orlando off of him.
“I won’t let you do it, I won’t,” Orlando said as he tried to release the pills from Elijah’s palm. Elijah soon gave up and dropped the pills to the floor, pushing Orlando off of him they both sat on the floor panting. “I knew you won’t be ok after what happened last night, I just knew it,” Orlando said gaining back his breath.
“Oh please, Orli. I don’t even remember it,” Elijah lied trying to avoid talking about it.
“Oh…” Orlando said as his gaze where now fixed on his fingers.
“Haha! Its ok mate, keep it cool” Elijah said his voice quivering a bit.
Orlando didn’t know why he was disappointed. Even though he only remembered the kiss vaguely, he felt something deep inside of him. Suddenly Elijah stood up and stuck an arm out to help Orlando up.
“Are you planning on spending the whole day here?” Elijah asked and Orlando then held his hand and then he was pulled up standing. They both had breakfast and walked back to the living room.
“So tell me now, why did you want the pills?” Orlando asked out of curiosity.
“Its Amy…” Elijah said. “Sh- she is… I called her and some one was with her, a man,” he added wincing as he said the last word.
“Oh no, Lij are you feeling ok?” Orlando asked.
“Yeah, I figured that there is no point in killing myself for her, she’s not worth it,” Elijah said. Orlando was kind of relieved that Elijah is starting to hate Amy.
“So you wont be here stuck at home now that you know she’s not worth it, right?” Orlando asked causally.
“Yeah, you’re right,” Elijah said, smiling a bit. Even thought Orlando didn’t believe that look, he went through with it.
***
That evening Orlando and Elijah got dressed and went straight to the first night club that pooped into Orlando’s head. “It’s kinda new. You’ll love it,” Orlando said smiling widely at Elijah.
“Ok,” was Elijah silent reply. Then they both walked to the car.
***
The club was so nosey. They both walked into the crowded room and found themselves a booth to settle down in. “I’ll go get the drinks,” Elijah said and Orlando just nodded.
After having a couple of drinks each, Elijah went again to get some more, shots this time. As he ordered the drinks and sat on the stool waiting for them to be ready, he was surprised to see Amy dancing at the dance floor. She looked so gorgeous dancing and having fun, her blond hair flying around and her hips moving to the music. Elijah wanted to approach her, but saw a man grinding up to her. His hands were on her waist and her head was resting on the man’s chest. Her blond her let down over her shoulders, he really wanted to run his fingers through it. He wasn’t drunk yet, but his hands were itching, he wanted to hold her close to him and whisper sweet nothings into her ears.
Elijah couldn’t figure out how he eventually got behind Amy. Her new boyfriend was nowhere to be seen now. She was dancing sensually to the beat of the music and Elijah wasn’t able to focus on what he was doing. It seemed as if his body has a mind of its on. His hand reached Amy’s body and enveloped her, making her press on him hard.
“I missed you” he said quietly. Amy’s eyes widened as the realization of whom it was this person hit her. She tried to pull away but she couldn’t.
“Elijah we are over. I’m here with my boyfriend,” she said her voice was a bit shaky. Elijah didn’t care of what Amy was saying, his hands started to roam over her body.
“How can you do this to me Amy? Just two days ago you were mine.” One hand snaked inside her shirt and the other under her skirt, between her thighs. Amy gasped as the pressure on her core was strong.
“Stop it,” she moaned. The hand under her shirt found her covered nipple and pinched it roughly. She moaned again and arched her back.
“You want me don’t you?” Elijah said. “You can't get enough of me, say it.” Amy was panting now. Elijah was right; she couldn't have enough of him, never. She knew that Elijah was trying to prove to her that she was wrong and that she would have to go back to him, but she was not losing it.
Orlando, on the other hand, was staring at Elijah and he couldn’t believe what he was doing to that poor girl. She was blushing badly at the exposure she was in. Suddenly Orlando’s gaze was changed onto an angry man, trying his best to get to the dance floor, but it was difficult as lots of people happened to be on that side. Orlando tried to figure out who the angry man was, and as soon as Orlando followed his gaze and knew that Elijah will be in deep shit if he didn’t get out of the place real soon.
Orlando jumped from his seat to where Elijah was in a blink. Pulling Elijah away from the girl, “Lij, we should leave NOW!” Orlando yelled the last word.
“Fuck off Orlando, don’t you see I am busy,” Elijah replied.
“No shit. Look, if you don’t come with me then you will be domed.” Orlando said as he pointed at the angry man.
“Oh shit!” Elijah said as he pushed Amy away from him. Both he and Orlando ran out of the place soon into their car.
***
“Oh fuck, I was enjoying that,” Elijah said.
“What the fuck were you doing?” Orlando asked when they were in the main road.
“That was Amy,” Elijah said smiling a bit. Orlando didn’t see Amy before because he was away acting.
“Didn’t you say she, oh so that man was her boyfriend?” asked Orlando. Elijah just nodded. “And you went there and fucked her on the dance floor?”
“I didn’t fuck her,” Elijah said.
“But your intentions were?” Orlando asked again.
“I wanted to make sure of something. I’m glad I did what I did ’cause now I know that she still can't pull away from my touch, that she still gets wet from my hand just touching her softly.”
Orlando snorted, “Oh please.”
“You know what, Orli, I pity you. I pity how you don’t have a steady girlfriend that you can love and pleasure any time you want. I pity that you think one night stands are just enough for your needs…” Elijah trailed off.
“Oh, Lij, you have to grow up kid. You don’t understand me at all,” Orlando said sarcastically. The words that Elijah said had hurt him, they were harsh, but Orlando didn’t want to show that he was upset or sad so he laughed it up.
***
When they arrived at Orlando’s home they both walked into the living room. Suddenly Orlando said that he wanted to sleep early tonight and turned away.
“Orli…” Elijah said as he got hold of Orlando’s right wrist. “Are you mad at me?” Elijah asked, “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to be rude.”
“It’s ok Lij, don’t worry about it,” Orlando said.
“Ok so... will you stay with me? I want to watch a movie,” he said smiling a bit. “We can get some beer and watch a movie of your choice!” Elijah was trying his best to lift Orlando’s sprit up. He didn’t mean to hurt him; it just came out before he thought it over in his mind.
“Just let me have a shower and change first and I’ll be back soon,” said Orlando.
“Sure, me too,” said Elijah.
“Cool,” Orlando answered.
After an hour and a half, Orlando was just about wasted. Elijah just drank one beer and Orlando had God knows how much!
Elijah was seated on the floor, concentrating on the last bit of the movie. It was the first time that he watched that movie and he thought that it was an interesting one. Suddenly Orlando whispered something. “Shush man, this is the best bit,” Elijah said not taking his eyes from the screen.
After a while Orlando said something inaudible again but this time he was panting. “What the…” Elijah was surprised when he turned his head and saw Orlando. He was asleep on the sofa behind him, his hand on his crotch tugging on it slowly.
“God… yes that’s it… Harder... ah!” Elijah was about to laugh as he was watching Orlando having a sex dream. All of a sudden Elijah mouth dropped open in shock then suddenly Orlando yelled, “Yes YES, Elijah, faster…” but Orlando didn’t stir up. Elijah backed away quickly he felt sick; Orlando was still stroking himself and moaning quietly.
Elijah felt confused, he suddenly remembered last night when he heard Orlando yelling in his room and then the kiss. Without realizing Elijah walked to Orlando trying his best to wake him up. He couldn’t hear this shit anymore and he couldn't look at Orlando like that any longer “Orli, wake up. What the fuck are you doing?” Elijah said moving Orlando’s shoulders.
After few pushes Orlando woke up. “Oh no, not again” Elijah said when he saw pure desire and lust in Orlando’s brown dark eyes. Orlando got hold of Elijah’s arms and he pinned him on the sofa. “Get off of me! Get off of me Orlando, you’re dreaming!” Elijah yelled.
“I want you... God, Lij, you are so beautiful” Orlando whispered licking his lips before leaning closer to Elijah. Elijah turned his face away and Orlando kissed the hot pale flesh of Elijah’s neck, nibbling on it quite forcibly.
“Stop it, please Orli, stop it!” Elijah cried making Orlando pull away a bit. Realizing what had he done Orlando started to stutter.
“E- Elijah what’s going on? Are you ok? I - God I don’t know what’s got into me…” Orlando was cut short when Elijah answered him.
“I know, you SICK person. You were having sex dreams.” Orlando eyes shot open.
‘Oh no, I shouldn’t have slept here Orlando thought. Elijah was still laid on his back on the sofa shaking his hand covering were Orlando bit him.
“I thought we are friends man, why do you have these fucking sick dreams, about ME?” Elijah asked. Orlando didn’t know what to say. “Why? Why huh? Tell me!” Elijah pressed, “I have to know!” Orlando shifted on his seat. Trying his best to block what Elijah was saying, but he couldn’t.
After 10 minutes of Elijah crying and questioning he got the picture, Orlando wouldn’t speak. “I can’t stay here any longer, I gotta leave,” Elijah said standing.
“Lij, no. You can’t go now. It’s too late” Orlando said.
“Yea…like you care.”
“I do! I do care Lij you- you know that, why do you think I let you stay with me?” Orlando tried his best to convince the little one.
“No, I don’t know anything Orli, you didn’t see yourself when you were asleep and when I woke you up. I did, and look what you did to me,” Elijah shuddered a bit and sat up showing Orlando what the bite did to his neck. He gave him a love bite. The older guy’s eyes were glued on the younger mans neck. He gave him that. It couldn’t have been a dream. There is evidence this time that Orlando tried something on Elijah.
Wiping his tears Elijah asked, “Are you gay?”
“Fuck you Elijah!” Orlando spat, surprised at Elijah’s question.
“So what’s your problem? You like dreaming about fucking men?”
“Damn it, Lij, can you just shut up?”
“No, I can't, I must know. I must if I will be staying here. If in two nights you kissed me and bitten me what will happen tomorrow, shag me?!” Elijah yelled.
“Please shut up, Lij, shut up!” Orlando pleaded.
“Tell me right now and I will…” Elijah said but Orlando interrupted him.
“It’s just you. I don’t dream other men, Lij. It’s just you…” Orlando said feeling ashamed of what he was saying and not wanting to yell at the younger man anymore. Elijah was shocked again.
“What?” he asked.
“Lij I’m sorry, I swear it’s not like I like having them. It’s started around 10 days ago…” Orlando was now upset; he doesn’t like not being able to explain himself. Elijah tried to remember if they met before 10 days ago and what happened on that day. “We were at the bar that night, all of us,” Orlando told Elijah who remembered that night like it was yesterday. “I got really drunk that night! We both did,” he said.
“Did I do something stupid that night?” Elijah asked suddenly getting worried.
“Yes. Um, no, well it’s not exactly what you did; you remember that they decided that we were all going to crash in Dom’s place?” Orlando told him. “And because we were the only ones who were really drunk they throw us in the guest room. I woke up before you that day; you didn’t know that I was staring at you. You were sleep on my chest, I didn’t know why I was doing that but I couldn’t stop. You looked different to me. It felt like I was developing a crush on you. I pushed that thought away at that time but I guess, that thought got stuck in my head and I thought that I dismissed it,” Orlando explained, not looking at Elijah, but staring into his hands. Elijah didn’t say anything, he just sat there feeling disgusted.
“Elijah…” Orlando raised his eyes when there was no reply from Elijah, “Lij, please, don’t be silent…”
“Did you do something to me on that day?”
“No! I told you, Lij, I just felt like I was having a crush on you…”
“How is it possible that you have a crush on me, Orlando? You’re my best friend. Best male friends, Orlando, don’t have crushed on each other.”
“I know, I don’t feel like that anymore, it’s just the dreams.” Orlando tried to defend himself.
“No they are not just dreams anymore,” Elijah said referring to his neck.
“Come on, Elijah, it wasn’t really me, I…”
“I think you should talk to someone, and do it real soon ‘cause I don’t know how much I can take.” Elijah said before he left Orlando sitting on the sofa alone.
TBC
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OH! I'll be one!! I'm really enjoying this, and I keep finding mistakes in both chapters and thought "Wonder if she needs/wants/has a Beta?" I'm willing to do it! Contact me at darkspirit@hotmail.com (or if you have MSN, add me!)
Can't wait for more! =D
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Glad you liked it and wanna help ;)
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I will try to post more as soon as possible!
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The only thing that was a draw back were a few spelling mistakes and the paragraphs. You need to seperate your dialogue from the paragraphhs, it will make it much easier to read. Glad you found a beta, they will settle that out for you!
I'll be looking for more!
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