Fic: Watching

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Watching

By: Brie



Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, just write.
Pairing: Dom/Billy

Summary: Billy and Ali split up, Billy confesses a secret in Dom.

Warnings: Well, sex and angst basically.

Notes: I was thinking about write a sequel or something along the lines, let me know if you think that would be a good idea or not. And no beta (if anyone’s interested, let me know), so all mistakes are my own. And (one more) my first Monayboyd story, so beware! lol.

Dom watched Billy sing. He watched Billy laugh. He watched Billy move and dance and kiss her. And he hated that. He hated the moments when things didn’t make sense in his mind. Because that happened so much. And he hated that. So much.

And now he watched Billy cry. He watched Billy beat himself up because Ali had no idea what she was giving up. Because Ali decided a relationship with a celebrity was to much to handle. Dom hated Ali because Ali had the most wonderful man in the world and she let that all go for some milk man.

“You okay Dom?” Billy asked, the concern switching automatically into his voice.

Dom nodded quickly. He was trying to help Billy out here, not get Billy worried. “I’m so sorry Bills, Ali has no idea what she gave up.” That was mostly a mutter and Billy doesn’t respond right away so Dom is pretty sure he didn’t hear but then Billy did answer.

“I know.” He nodded, the concern falling from his face and instantly being replaced with pain.

Dom watched Billy’s emotions change a lot when it was just the two of them. He respected that, even in front of a man, Billy was not ashamed to be real. He didn’t hide his emotions with Dom, and that was a bittersweet thing. Sweet, well because Dom had no doubt in his mind that he was in love with the real Billy Boyd. Bitter because, well… Dom spent hours searching those emotions and more-than-brotherly love was not one of them.

“But… there’s something else,” Billy spoke up, unshed tears pooling up in the bottom of his eyes.

Dom wanted to wrap his arms around the man, but he knew he would be unable to control his actions if he got that close. “What is it?”

“I… I’m in love with someone else. And I think it’s worse then Ali leaving me. She knows, she figured out. That’s why she left. She couldn’t take it when I would stare of into space and start thinking about… them… she hated it with a passion and so she left and that’s what’s really bugging me.” Billy let out a shaky breath as he finished his speech, his eyes lingering across the ground, purposefully not meeting Dom’s.

Dom could feel the remnants of his heart being ripped and blown away in the wind. That hurt… more then anything he’d felt thus far. Billy was in love… again… with someone different, another girl to replace Ali with. And if this love was so strong… then it may be forever.

“That’s not it…” Billy whispered, his eyes meeting Dom’s briefly before darting back around the room. “The final straw, the reason Ali kicked me out, came last night. We where making love and for once it seemed okay… but when I hit… I screamed his name. I didn’t even realize I did it until she stopped her moaning and such and just… glared at me.”

Dom had to admit that it hurt to hear about Billy making love with Ali, and therefore it took him a minute to grasp what Billy had said. And then it hit him like a bowling ball dropped from the sky and landing on his stomach. “Him?”

Billy swallowed and nodded, his eyes gluing to something out of Dom’s sight, away from his prying eyes.

A him? Could that mean… maybe… “Who is it?”

“I…” Billy shook his head. “Kiss me.”

“Yo- excuse me?” Dom blinked, hard. He was half tempted to slam his hand into his head to try to pry himself out of sleep. This had to be another one of those dreams where he’d wake up, trashing on the bed in his own seamen.

“Kiss me please.” Billy tried again, this time batting his long lashes at Dom, creating the perfect begging look that Dom really couldn’t deny.

Slowly he leaned, all too aware of what this might and most likely would lead too. Did this mean that Billy loved him?

The first touch of his lips came as a jolt of reality. This was real. Dom couldn’t believe it, but yes… he was kissing Billy Boyd. The man he’d loved since the day he met him. He couldn’t believe it.

Slowly, soft lips parted and then yes… their tongues touched. That was almost more amazing then the initial kiss. Billy’s arms wrapped around Dom’s waist, bringing him even closer then before.

Somewhere, in the haze of his mind, Dom knew this could ultimately end up bad. After all, Billy was in a weak state right now and things could easily turn ugly in the morning but it didn’t matter all of a sudden because Billy’s hands where on his belt.

Dom wasn’t aware of how they ended up on the floor, their clothes littered around the room. All he knew was Billy was sliding a condom onto Dom’s weeping dick and gently rubbing lube over the length.

Then Dom had his fingers inside Billy’s tight hole, stretching it to fight his engorged member. Dom had the feeling Billy had never done this before, so he tried his hardest to ease the way as much as possible.

Billy bit his lip as Dom slide slowly in, firecrackers exploding in front of his mind at the mixed feelings. Pain and pleasure burned through him as Dom pressed against his arse, fully sheathed inside.

“Move.” Billy commanded, the feeling almost binding his throat.

Dom obliged, sliding in then out in a quicker pace then he intended too.

And then it was all over, to fast for Dom’s liking but in the context of his mind he prayed this would only be their first time together. Not their last.

Dom collapsed beside Billy, pulling him close as he fell asleep.

*~*~*~*~*~*

Dom woke up, alone and naked, on his living room floor. He scratched his head, the night before rushing through his memory and causing him to sit up and look around for Billy.

There was no sign of him.

Instead a note sat in the corner of the room.

Dom slowly stood and walked to it, swallowing deeply. He already knew what the note contained could not, in any way, be good news.

Dom,

We shouldn’t have slept together last night. It was a mistake. I’m sorry for letting you take it all the way. I realize that things got way out of hand. Sorry that I had to leave like this. The thing is… I don’t love you. I love… well… Elijah.

I hope we can still be friends,

Billy

THE END (yes?)